26 Yrs Old. 5'1" 100lbs, 4 Kids, BA. Woodbury, NY

I am 26, 5'1", 100lbs. I have wanted a breast augmentation since after the birth of my first child 10 years ago when I was just 16. Prior to childbirth I was the same weight but a 32C. Since having four kids I am left with a deflated 32B and wear Victoria's Secret add 2 cup size bras everyday. By 22, I had given birth to 4 children, by 25 I had been married, divorced, and put myself through nursing school. Money has always been really tight but now I am at a point in my life where I have a little more wiggle room financially and I have decided that I am going to get this done now. There's always going to be something I need money for and of course I could use this eight grand more responsibly but I want to do something for myself. People (esp men) don't realize the body image issues a lot of women face after the changes they experience from pregnancy and childbirth. If the woman has to go through the pregnancy and the childbirth and endure the changes why is the woman not supported if she wants to do something for herself? I am so excited about my BA, now that it's scheduled, that I have told several people... Family, friends, coworkers...it's interesting to hear the different opinions and points of view. When I begin to tell someone new about my choice I start it off by saying..I'm getting a BA on march 11, I don't give a [RS bleep] what anyone thinks, I'm ok with who I am, but I want to do this for myself... In other words if your not gonna be supportive just save it.

Anyway I have a boyfriend that I have been with for two years, I am head over heels in love with him and despite the fact that I've given birth to 4 children and have shriveled shrunk deflated flaps for " breasts" we have an amazing sex life. I can't imagine how much more amazing it will be once I'm confident with my appearance while naked. I have talked about a breast augmentation since I've known him and to this day he has always said he loves my body just the way it is, but he supports my decision to get the BA for myself. I'm glad that he is not a jerk encouraging me to get this procedure done for his own selfish reasons, I'm glad I know he loves me how I am and I'm glad he is supporting my choice.

I'm going to Woodbury NY from CT to Dr Stephen Greenburg...he does the rapid recovery BA, and that's just what I need. I'll be getting silicone implants under the muscle. I told him I'd like to end up with a 32D, he said he can't guarantee a D bc of how small my frame is but will go as big as he can to reach my goal. He said he should def be able to do the 300cc range... Whatever he uses I just hope for BIG...haha. The profile pic I posted is the VS add 2 cup sizes bikini top... Boy do those bras do wonders!! I hate taking my bra off bc I feel like I'm taking my boobs off. I haven't told my kids what I'm doing, they are all under the age of ten, I'm just gonna tell them I have to go away for a day for work stuff and see if they notice... I'm pretty sure they all will

Today is saturday the 7th, yesterday I had all my scripts filled and my clearance and mammogram faxed over to the surgeons office. I'm so excited and getting nervous cause now everything is done and all that is left to get done is the procedure itself. I spoke to my mom this morning, she was going to be picking up my oldest kid for the day and I simply asked her if she could come early afternoon verses morning and she totally flipped out on me saying all kinds of crazy things and telling me I don't care about my kids and I'm self centered and I'm only getting a BA to make my bf love me more???? That I should be happy with my body how it is regardless of changes from pregnancies. It was really crazy and I couldnt believe it. I mean she has always been the most unsupportive and critical person in my life but to say that stuff was just so hurtful. I wanted this procedure done long before my current bf and she knows that, and just bc I want to do something for myself does not make me self centered. I work my ass off and give all I have to my children and my home, if I want to do something for myself I don't feel guilty to do so, it's MY hard earned money. It's not up to anyone to tell me how I should feel. I want to make a change to my body that's my choice. I just couldn't believe the negative energy coming from her. Just days before my procedure that I have wanted since I was 16 it's her of all people to try and drag me down and try to make me feel like a bad person... So typical of her. How I view my mother: cold, careless, judgmental, hurtful, spiteful. I know she's a nut though so I'm not gonna let it ruin this for me.

It's 545 AM. Headed to the surgery suite now. I'm booked for 830-9 but they asked me to be there at 730. I'm so excited! And I can't believe it...wish me luck!!!