33 Yrs Old . 95 Lbs , 5 ' 2" Bra Size Almost 32 AA and 2 Kids - Valencia, CA

I have been wanting to have breast augmentation since I can remember. Then kids comes along and I keep putting it off because I think it selfish of me to pay that much money on myself when I can spend it on our family. My husband does not mind my barely to none breast I don't think that matter to him ( lucky me ! ) but he knows that I have been wanting some breast. You know some cleavage that will be nice with some cute tops or dresses. I can't find bra that truly fit me. I mean seriously the push up won't work cause nothing to push ! The padded bra won't work cause my cups it's bare AA . I tried AAA and does not work either. I had breastfed my daughters and I was hopping my breast would stay the same. At least I had some even though it was just an A if I am not mistaken ( it's been awhile) but I do remember I can't find tjose bra for breastfeeding at my size I tried B cup on those breastfeeding bra and it was too big. Well anyway after kids my body back to before I had kids. Thin and no breast. I think its just on my gene I can't gain any weight it is so annoying. Well anyway enough about my background. I finally have a surgery date on 9/1/15 . The doctor advise me to get 350 cc silicone to achieve the cup size C on my first consultation and I chose 375cc at that time because when you try on those implant it does not look huge and he said it will looks smaller once they are in your body. After my first consultation back on july I believe I did more search on this website that I stumbled on with my body type and the implant others had. They end up with cup size wither D or DD so I don't want that at all. I don't care much if you like it big but for me I just want a full B to small C. I just want something to look and feel more feminine. You know like 33 yrs old woman. So on my pre op last Monday I told him I am debating either 280 cc or 300 and he said the difference between those size only a teaspoon. So I decided 300 cc will be good for me hopefully not to big. I will go with mentor 300 cc high profile and under the muscles. I actually nervous and excited I think the count down to the surgery date just making me more nervous. He had also prescribed me with : anxiety , nausea patch, náusea medicine , stool softener, pain meds, anti biotic and hibicline wash. I have to start washing my breast area with soap 5 days before surgery date and start taking stool softener 3 days before. He also instructed me to take anxiety medicine the night before surgery also take this melt under your tongue nausea medicine 1 hr before surgery oh also don't forget the patchbehind your ear for nausea as well 3 hrs before surgery. Oh my gosh I am so nervous! !!! Wish me luck