Goodbye Jelly Belly

5 days post op I have one drain still in my thoughts so far.
Not sure about the result yet
The pain is more uncomfy but still takes a lot out of me.
Trying to keep in front of pain meds this I'm religious with and eating 20 min before taking them is a must
I'm still very hunched over ( this I think is causing most of my discomfort )
The worst bit of the whole experience is the 4 day hospital stay

Well not long now a week from now I had all my bloods done have not smoked for 4 weeks ( so proud of) bought extra pillows For home. The only thing is I think I have pre op blues , I keep thinking is it going to be worth it , the quilt not just about the money but on how the recovery is going to effect my family, and when I first decided to have the TT done I was more positive specially on how I would handle the pain now. I really don't know why I'm feeling like this I should be all exited Has any one else had these emotions?

Does any one know how to upload photos from a iPhone ?