If You Are Thin DO NOT DO THIS SURGERY-please I Hope This Helps Someone

No sunlight, so probably looks better than it is but there's hope and lots of progress after 5 LONG YEARS.

It's been five long years a lot of pain and anguish. I made a lot of friends on here who were also in very desperate situations like myself, depression, shame, guilt. It's only fair to come back and let you know that I'm going to be ok. I did in fact gain and lose weight as the Summers and Winters progressed, although that goes against the sales pitch of fat cells being removed and never coming back, it ended up a blessing in my case. I started out as a size 2 I'm currently a size 4, I do aerial yoga and I tan, but time healed a lot of the disfigurement. I owed it to my friends to return plus let the new people who see this now, that I got better both emotionally and physically. I wore a bikini in public last year standing right next to 20 year old girls and no longer feel any anguish. It was time mostly plus healing my sanity and my body with aerial yoga and tanning and I'm going to be ok. A lot of people were upset with me for giving up, but I had to withdraw from posting for years. I will post some unedited photos below, the mermaid photoshoot was October 2015 and the motorcycle shoot was earlier this May 2016. I'll never forget the years I hated myself but I'm ok now. Mostly all that's left is the saggy upper thigh and the two worst dents shaped like a V on my lower abdomen. Most of the lumps and bumps aren't visible to other people anymore. It just took a lot of time and healing in my head and heart.
Namaste,
Brandi

Final results nearly two years later are posted. I had gained weight, lost some, and this is in good lighting so you can see what I see!