Because I Deserve It! - Paramus, NJ

Ok so I had my surgery!! What an experience this has been!! My anesthesiologist was amazing!! She was super friendly and did a great job of putting me OUT! Lol but seriously, she did wonderful pulling the breathing tube out and I barely felt it. The nurses at the surgical center were also great. Made me so comfortable.

We got lost on the way home because my mom was following my directions but I was so disoriented from the drugs, we kept taking a wrong turn. I've never felt so loopy!!

The first 2 days were hell!! My mom was such an angel and took care of me the 1st night but due to personal issues I've been alone since. Kind of had to tough it out. It's hard to get in and out of bed. My 1st shower was scary but I did it!!

It really does get progressively better though!! Every day has been a little easier and I can do a little more. Hopefully I'll have the energy to post pics. Got to see myself some today at my follow up and I am flat!! No stretch marks and perky boobs!!

Tomorrow is the big day!! I have my before shots but I've been too lazy to post them :-/. I'm nervous but so excited. Still afraid of the anesthesia. Scared of the recovery with my kids too. Having two needy babies makes me nervous. I'm doing this though!! I should get some rest but I know I'll be up all night thinking. The past few nights I've been having strange surgery dreams. Lol

Ok!! I have my pre-op today!! I have a looong list of questions thank to all you lovely people on this site!! I haven't been able to get too excited because I was so busy with work and my kids finishing off school but school's out, kids are out and now with the pre-op, the excitement is ON!!! 11 DAYS TO GO!!