5 Days Post Explant Saline Under Muscle for 15 Years - Rupture on Right Side 42 Years Old TN

I just want to post my story to help others who are struggling wih anxiety over removing their implants. I got my implants - saline textured under the muscle - when I was 27 years old. I wanted to feel like a woman and my 32 AA breasts looked like a man's chest to me so per my mother's suggestion I had implants put in to solve my self esteem issue. From the moment I came out of surgery I was in agony and felt like something was wrong. I couldn't breathe and after a few weeks it subsided and I tries to enjoy my new body even though it bothered me that they were fake boobs. I had no intention of ever goihg through that oain again so I lived with them and had 2 children that I breast fed just fine and learned to get used to my C cup boobs that were too big for my 100 lb frame. When my son was a year old I got sick and after a year of being dizzy forgetful feverish and exhausted with anxiety I was daignosed withh Lyme Disease and mercury toxicity. I had my metal fillings removed and began treatment with a homeopathic doctor and saw some improvement alhough the anxiety was still there. I continued to feel better and began cattle farming amd loved it until I started to get sick with strange symptoms and would continually have to be detoxing or I couldn't stay well enough to take care of my baby calves. This year my son turned 7 and I had been struggling with imnsomnia and just not feeling good no matter what so we sold all the cows and went to FL for the winter so I could rest. While im FL at a campground my rt implant ruptured and I became very sick. The doctor I saw told me there was no way the implants were the cause even though my feet were purple I had a rash a fever and my eyes were so red I had to take my contacts out. He said something else was causing it. My homeopathic doctor said he felt it was mold so I ripped my 30 foot camper walla down to the studs trying to find the mold! I was too sick to come home and we were scheduled to be there another 6 weeks. My hometown was covered in a sheet of ice so I was stuck till winter passed! I found this site and read posts amd prayed a LOT! I had my left implant drained in FL and with the help of my honeopathic doctor in Nashville began to detox and build my body back so I could be well enough to come home and get them removed. I drank bentonite clay and took supplements and got in the salt water. My scalp felt like it was on fire and I couldn't sleep the anxiety was awful. My kids don't know about my implants and I had to be cool and keep the routine. I am a single mom and we homeschool so every day in FL hat was supposed to be so great was torture because my chest was burning and I knew I had to get home and go through another surgery before I was going to get better. My faith was all I had and i walked the beach and apologized to my body every day. The scar tissue deformed me to the point I couldn't wear a bathing suit. My homeopathic doc at home saved my sanity we talked every day and I made it for 5 weeks and came home to find a surgeon. I had to decide on how to spend my money I knew I needed to detox and get this junk removed but I didn't have the money to go to Atlanta for Dr Kolb.... I decided to go with the basic explant no lift no capsulectomy just get these toxic bags out of me and spend extra money over time to let Dr Brent Davis in Nashville help me detox the capsules - the surgeons I talked to all said the capsules will dissolve over time and I couldn't afford the money and time off from our farm to do the en bloc thing so I chose the easier surgery longer road to recovery. I had my implants removed 5 days ago and a lot of my scar tissue had already dissolved from the 5 weeks of work I did in FL. I started my detox today and I feel great!!!! We got some of our favorite cows back now that I know it wasn't them making me sick and just for the record my camper did not jave mold. I got my implants after surgery and lo and behold wouldn't ya know the saline inside looks like iced tea and there was flaking of the shells and infection stuck to them outside. The implants had grown to my body! I just want to encourage anyone who only has the money to do this in stages that getting the bags out Does make you feel better and a good homeopathic doctor can help you get your body back in line. Yes it will take time but better to get the silicone bags out sooner than to just get sicker waiting for the money to do the full capsulectomy. I do believe the body has awesome abilities to get rid of toxins with he right care and if I need to do capsulectomy later I can but for right now I feel better!!!! I have good support of a natural doctor and I can continue to work and make money instead of being on a downward spiral. I already feel better hhan I have in years and can do things every day with diet and supplements and detox treatments to support positive forward movement in my health! The pain I felt every day was worse than the removal! Know what you can do and what you're capable of and find supportive people and then take the next step even if it's a small step because it will be worth it!!!!! Once I knew the implants were making me sick it was a no brainer for me to get them out!!! God bless you and trust your inner wisdom :)

It has been 6 days since my surgery and I feel SO good!!! I have been eating a good organic diet and drinking tons of water - detoxing with ionic footbaths and a supplement/herbal routine with my holistic doctor. I can sleep at night my fingers aren't numb and the anxiety and panic I felt every day and considered "normal" is GONE! I am actually a calm person and because I'm not exhausted for lack of sleep I am drinking less coffee which makes me even calmer. I think stress and a feeling of inpending doom has kept me running for the last 15 years and today it just dawned on me that I feel really peaceful and content. That right there makes it all worth it :) My breasts look good they're small and perky and I've been using Manuke Honey on my cut line and wow it is sone GOOD stuff. If you are having anxiety about having them removed be encouraged because odds ate when they take the implant the anxiety will go out with it :) :)

This time last week I was reeling from my own self induced trauma because I hate surgery. Today I planted peas and lettuce and carrots and made plans to go buy goats for show season and went to a livestock meeting about cows. I did not get in a hurry and I wasn't all stressed about everything I have to do. I spent an hour in the sun listening to flute music and drank good herbal tea and noticed all the beauty of spring. I spent about 15 seconds looking at my boobs and putting coconut oil on them. I recommend this for everyone. Let your health rule not the image in the mirror. I spent a small time looking at me and the rest of the day being me. Today it felt good to be me!