Time to Get Rid of the Girls!! - Modesto, Ca

Hello everyone this has been I think one of the hardest things I have every done. I went to another follow up yestrday and the Dr seem to think everything fine but why do I not feel that way. He took the tape off and my left boob the incision lil more up on the boob unstead of the crease so at the end of the inscision I have a big knot of skin which he tells me just to massage in a circular motion and this will go away. Why do I find so hard to believe that message its going to make it go away. My left boob also little smaller wither a dent in the shape that he says give it time and evrything will work out. I knw its only been almost two weeks but Im really wish I shouldve just stayd with my large breast at least I was some kind of creature with them. I hope this gets netter son becuz right im,depressed about the decision I have made.

So today has been a rough day for me the tears will not stop falling. When I went to the Dr yesterday he told me everything looked fine but why do I see a dent on the side of my boob with a different shape I will have to get use to but the whole dent and slight shape is what I will not be happy with. On Monday I hope my Dr can ease my mind on this. I know its only been 4 days and I don't expect to be beautiful or perfect but please let me look normal this is alot to deal with. Well everyone thanks for listening to me I hhope this gets better.

Hello Everyone sorry for the delay it's been a rough 3 days of being sick. So surgery lasted longer then expected and when I awoke there I was throwing up and just couldn't stop so I had to stay a little while before they would release me. I'll I culd be worried about is if I had boobs lol!!! They seemed so small to me and I don't know if its because I have been carrying those DDD around almost half my life. I been sleeping almost the last two days and had to get an around today because the drains were being removed so my husband took me to the Dr at 2:00 I was so sore from the lipo and I could feel all the tape that was wrapped on me so I knw it was going to hurt being removed. The Dr came in and laid me back and began to remove the drains which weren't bad at all but next was the tape coing off and I'll I could do was scream lol!! All the tender skin that had been lipo was now being ripped off lol!! I really hurt!!! Dr left the room and as stood up reality hit that I had little boobies it freaked me out I;m suppose to be a high C but if these are swollen they are going to be smaller. Now being able to see them I'm getting nervouse because one seems a little bigger than the other and the side kinda has a different shape. Everyone telling me to relax this is normal and they will be fine. Did anyone else experment this? I know I'm a huge perfectionist but I sure how this will go away and I'm normal on size and shape they Dr seemed to look at them and say everything looked fine but why when I came home and saw them I didn't feel the same? Is it just my nerves over reacting? Can anyone shed some light on this?