So Anxious/Excited About FINALLY Having Boobs! - Memphis, TN

I've been wanting bigger breasts since I was about 15! I kept waiting and waiting for them to grow and they basically never did. I've always had a very small frame but I've always been so self conscious about not filling out bras or clothing the right way. There's a space in between my boob and my bra because I can't even fill out a 34A bra! I've finally convinced my husband that it's time for me to feel more confident in myself. (It didn't take too much convincing; he's really excited for it!) The thing is, I have a 9 month old baby boy. I just have SO much anxiety about the procedure and being under anesthesia and not waking up. I would look like a fool to leave my child motherless because I was vain. And I know the chances are so slim that anything will happen...I just constantly worry about it! I met with my Dr. yesterday and absolutely love him. He was very thorough and made me feel very comfortable with everything. I tried on the bra with the sizers and settled on 300cc silicone gel implants placed through my armpit....BUT I'm starting to wonder if that will make me too big??? I'm 5'3'', 103 pounds and a 34A right now. I don't want to be a D cup; I just want to be a small C. I'm worried I'll be too big and regret it! So, right now, I'm just dealing with anxiety. 5 more weeks until the big change...

Well I tried to post this yesterday with my before pictures but it didn't work... But here's what i wrote yesterday! :) Now i only have ONE day....yikes!


Ok, so....I have TWO more days left until the girls get here! I CANNOT WAIT!!! I'm so nervous but excited at the same time. Today I ran alot of errands to make sure I was stocked up on things I will need and have been cleaning and organizing, trying to make sure the house is ready for me! I also have a 10 month old so I needed to make sure things were in order for my hubby to take care of the baby! This week has gone by SO slowly.....Friday can't get here fast enough. I'm considering going with 325cc's instead of 300 since they will be going in under the muscle and I'll lose a little bit because of that. I just don't want to wish I went bigger. I think 325 will be perfect but the Dr. will help me decide Friday morning!! Eeeeeekkkk! 2 days....

I have boobs!!!! I went in this morning at 5:45 am and surgery was supposed to start at 7, but the dr was late and it started at 7:55. I was done 45 min later! He ended up using 350cc moderate profile silicone gel implants placed under the muscle through my armpit! I told him I was considering 300 or 325 and I definitely wanted to be a full C, but not a D. He said if I wanted a full C, 350 was the way to go and assured me that if they looked too big once inserted, he would put in the smaller ones! I think he was right though, because they look fabulous with 350! I woke up and my husband was by my side. I could tell he was excited haha! My throat hurt a bit and actually still hurts and is really dry, but not too big of an issue. I'm pretty sore and swollen but feeling surprisingly good! I do not usually handle pain well....like at all....but I'm really doing much better than expected! It's worse when I stand up to go to the bathroom, but at least I can do that by myself. And laying here on the couch feels great. I'm taking it easy at my mother in law's house and she has been wonderful to me! and she's taking care of my baby so I'm so thankful for her today. I'm on pain medication and zofran for nausea. Feeling good and excited about my new body!!!!! So happy right now!!!! :)