Hi everyone- just to share I am 41 years old and...
Hi everyone- just to share I am 41 years old and probably like many of you this is something I have been thinking about for a LONG time but it has gotten to the point that pain and feeling self conscious ALL the time in pictures- even my wedding day. The most wonderful day of my life- I had more than one friend tell me how large my chest looked in my dress. So last year, I made a consult, after initially fearing it wouldn't be approved or I couldn't afford it. I though it doesn't hurt to check and speak with the office. Fortunately, the PS that I chose- his office worked with the insurance company and took care of everything. I had to go see a pain specialist but I was approved. My goal is to just feel better and I want to enjoy wearing clothes that fit ME, not my breasts! I was definitely feeling nervous before but this group has been very helpful. Noto so much nervous about the surgery but being under anesthesia.The only other thing that concerns me is I wish I could have lost weight prior to the surgery. I am 5'2" and am about 160. My PS is removing 450 g and 440 on my breasts. My concern is how the weight loss will impact the way the breasts look/feel. I know if I lose weight they will ultimately become smaller but not sure with tissue being removed already how that will be impacted. Anyone have any feedback?Anyway nervous but excited and will update you on my results.....
Hi all this Thursday ( May 9) will be two weeks...
Hi all this Thursday ( May 9) will be two weeks post op. My left breast is doing better than the right. The right still has some bruising. They both still have swelling. I also had two small areas that are/were openfor which the PS prescribed a cream for.However, overall I am still in pain and hoping once the stitches are out things will improve. I bent over yesterday though and feel liked something pulled in my right breast and its been aching ever since. Calling my PS later today. I am trying to post pics but have not been sucessful.
My breasts seem so sensitive all over -even with...
My breasts seem so sensitive all over -even with my t-shirt touching them. I dont know if its nerves or why? Is anyone else having this issue?
This past Thursday I went for my 2 week post op...
This past Thursday I went for my 2 week post op and was hoping to get my stitches out. The PS said to come back in one more week b/c there was still swelling :( He said it happens in about 20 percent of his patients. My left breast looks good - my right not so much but he seemed optimistic. My right breast is still draining alot of fluid. I have the small opening under both still for which I have to apply an antibiotic ointment. I was really hoping to get them out however, my breasts seemed even more swollen then before - I had started my period so I dont know how much that played a role in it. I still feel sore/pain under my breast where the bottom incisions are. Anyone else still have pain there? Any tips for helping to keep swelling down? I am back to work but I do primarily paper work, computer, medical interviews etc- not a lot of physical work. Any suggestions would be appreciated.
Hi all- had my 3 week follow up and I had my stitches out. What a relief! However, my right side is still problematic. I dont want to sound negative but now there is a new problem. Between my nipple and incision under the nipple - it has slightly come apart! I can see tissue or something. Its a small area and it just happened tonight. Has anyone else had this? Ive seen some cases that werent so good with big openings but this is small- at this point. Trying not to freak out- any feedback?
Day 22....feel like I am going backwards
Day 22 5/17- here is pic of my not so nice left side- sorry I know it's gross but this is why I am freaked out- as you can see it's gotten worse :( PS has assured me it will get better soon but if not in the next week or so I am going for 2nd opinion
I went in today - and the PS said it was worse than he expected. He did take off alot of the gross looking stuff that you see in the picture from May 21; however, what is really gross is that now I have a huge opening wound that I have to pack.He said this typically only happens in about 3% to 5% of his patients...lucky me. It literally looks like raw meat. I will post a picture with it packed but I think without it will be too graphic. I held it together in his office but completely broke down in my car. I dont mean to sound negative and I chose to do this however, I did not realize this type of complication could occur. It's emotionally draining to have to do wound care on such a big wound that is on a part of your body that you really identify with as being a woman. Not too mention extremely disgusting...I could never be a wound specialist. My PS was trying to be comforting and I think he felt bad b/c I had called him and he didnt think it was as bad as it was. He also talked about once it heals he would do a scar revision for me if I felt the scar was too big. He said it will likely be two weeks before I show any improvement. I am trying to keep my head up and just hope that by posting this it may help the other small percentage to know they are not alone. Also, I really appreciate everyones feedback and support as well as everyone's sharing. This is has been a helpful and supportive forum.
Almost 6 Weeks
Hi Everyone...this Thursday I will be 6 weeks post op. I wish I had exciting news to share but it is what is. I am to see my PS tomorrow. I called him last week to let him know I wanted to see a wound specialist and he was completely supportive. He said there are other methods that will be quicker but they will require more effort on my part and may be problematic as far as carrying them out i.e. a wound vac. So .......I went to the wound specialist today to discuss options for my wound. They measured it is 7 cm in height and 5 cm across. Fortunately, no infection. However, I literally still have a hole in my breast ;( Their initial recommendation was a wound vac(which is what my PS said)- some of you may know what that is already. It is basically a sponge type covering that goes over your breast. From that sponge is a tube that connects to a motor and drainage container. It continuously makes a suction and drainage goes into the container. You have a pack to carry around like a purse which is where the motor and container is. For work purposes it is not very discreet esp with tubing coming from your breast area under your shirt! They are also looking to see if my insurance would cover a hyperbaric chamber- which would help speed up the healing process as well. However, this is for 2 hours a day 5 days a week...I guess I could take advantage of a nap. For now they gave me a dressing called Puracol Plus which is a dressing that has collagen in it. I only have to change it every 3 days which is better than twice a day! The frustrating thing is that they said I am looking at several weeks.....not thrilled about that but I am taking all precautions. I was reading over literature about wounds and asked the nurse to confirm ..but wounds left untreated or not healing over a period of time can have cells turn cancerous.....that has me freaked out (although she said this is for people who try to treat on their own and not seek treatment typically)
My right areola looks bigger now than my left b/c my right side has been more swollen and with wound I think it has stretched it out. Has anyone else had this exp related to more swelling on one side--one areola becoming bigger?I see the wound specialist next Fri 6/14.
Thanks ladies for all your support and I enjoy seeing everyone posts - it keeps me hopeful knowing that their is light at the end of the tunnel.
Follow Up with PS..6 weeks tomorrow
Met w/ PS today (wound specialist yesterday...see above update for details). My PS said the wound vac option would help to heal things faster, however, the downside as I mentioned above is basically everyone knowing I have one first of all, secondly having to have wound nurse come out 2-3 x a week. He said he sees progress with my healing since my last visit. That it will heal this way as well ( I did change dressing as wound specialist recommend- now using puracol). He again said he is supportive either way and again mentioned he would do scar revision and help touch things up once everything is healed.....so just hanging in there ladies. I'll post some pics later this week!
Hi Everyone here are some pics from tonight- 6 weeks and one day. I am posting a pic of the left. It has been doing well. It's so funny when you use the camera they can appear totally different then what you see in the mirror. The right one, the problem one, looks really small but right now it is larger than the left one due to swelling. I am seeing an improvement but I have to say I think that PS original method of wound healing I may go back to vs the wound specialist. While the PS's method is more inconvenient it seems more hygienic...I like keeping it changed twice a day vs every days. I dont like having to use more time in doing it but after seeing the difference I like the outcome of twice a day in what you see. I had to call my PS tonight b/c I thought I was getting an infection ...I'm not. Anyway, I can finally tell that in a little over two weeks I am healing....I have a way to go still. There is still an open area but it is healing from the inside out- which is what you want. Not as deep. Again, I am posting with bandage over so not as graphic. Thanks all for your support!!
Went to the wound specialist today...wound is looking better but still have a ways to go....they are going to let me know on Monday if my insurance will pay for the hyperbaric chamber...and then I have to decide if that is how I want to proceed. It is 2 and a half hours every day typically for 6 weeks........alot of time commitment or I can continue with the current dressing treatment.
Ok so my wound is healing which I am thankful for although it's extremely slow. Now, which I wasn't anticipating is that I have a staph infection. It's not MRSA thank goodness. I dont really have any symptoms other than I noticed a slight odor with changing the dressing every 3 days. Both my PS and specialist didnt think I had an infection but did a culture to be safe. I could also be a carrier possibly ..meaning Ill always test positive but not have any symptoms. However I am being treated regardless. Am just praying that this infection clears up soon and fully.
11 week update.....still on the journey of healing but making progress
Ok, so the staph infection cleared up, thank God! The wound i.e. hole in my breast has filled in with new skin however, the outer layers of skin must now close. It's sitll not pretty but much better looking than before.So in other words I dont have to pack it but cover it now. There is still skin that must grow but I am on the mend. The unfortunate part is that my right breast is an odd shape and I'll have to have a scar revision in about year. My right areola is larger than my left :( and I have fat necrosis on the top of my right breast. My PS is assuring me it will dissolve back into my body...I hope so b/c the thought of surgery on top of the breast I have a huge scar on is not fun.. While I am glad the pain in my neck and shoulders are gone. I dont know if I would go through it again if I knew what all I had to go through now. My left one is great. Happy with that so I will just need to focus on the positive.
Follow Up Aug 2014
Just letting you know I have an upcoming appt with the plastic surgeon in Sept for the surgery to correct my right breast. I'll try to be better with updates but it has been a bit of challenge dealing with the disfigurement as a woman. Hoping things will improve moving forward :-)