43 Year Old, 5'10" with 2 Kids ~ Saline high profile under 425 overfilled to 460cc W/ liposuction on abs & flanks

Hello, I'm 43 and 5'10" with 2 kids (13&18) and 145lbs. Married to a wonderful man! I've been wanting boobs since I was 13. Although that never happened except for when I was pregnant and nursing... I've looked into this many times but my husband was not on board in the beginning. Of course we were a lot younger and money and insecurity probably played a big role in that. He finally came around a few years ago but then I chickened out. I went to see Dr. Roth almost 2 years ago and felt very comfortable with him, but soon talked myself out of it. It's hard to not feel guilty spending that much money on yourself. Then this last summer while spending time with family I had my regular VS push-up bra with double padding on and a tank top. When my Mom started laughing because she could see from her angle that there was almost a 2" gap from my boob and the bra. I don't even fill a 34B... Lets just say my Mom is not lacking in the boob department but somehow I didn't inherent any of that :) My husband then suggested that maybe I look into this again as his friends wife just had hers done and his friend could not be happier :) So I went back to Dr. Roth. I could not be more excited at this point! I'm finally doing it! I kept saying to Dr. Roth that I'm probably to old to be doing this now. Yet he kept reassuring me that your never to old to be happy with yourself. Now trying to pick a size.. So I did the rice sizers and felt that 350cc was to big so tried 295cc and felt comfortable. So my husband suggested 325cc to meet in the middle. Although I'm going with saline high profile under the muscle and was informed that you loose almost 50cc when going under the muscle. So I had my pre op today and Dr. Roth said that rice sizers are not accurate at all because of breast width and height. Since I'm considered tall at 5'10" a 295cc implant would be way to small and pretty much pointless. So to stay conservative and based on my measurements he recommended at least 400 to 425cc. Of course that scares me a bit since I'm not a spring chicken anymore... I can't and don't expect to compete with 20 year olds, but I also want to have a perky push up look which is why I chose saline... I'm also doing liposuction on my abdomen and flanks. I've always felt I've had a thick waist and with 2 kids both at 9.5 lbs I've never been able to get that nice waist line. I know my kids are older and I'm fortunate I never had stretch marks but I figured if I'm getting new boobs I might as well fix my tummy to match having new boobs... ;)

Could not sleep last night! My mind keeps playing with me. Like are my boobs going to be to big or should I even worry about my stomach area maybe I should just try and do more sit ups etc. So much to do today - need to get prescriptions filled, buy more front close sports bras, and frozen peas. Haha

Wow I feel like I was hit by a freight train. I can honestly say to all of you looking to do this. I could not have done this alone.. Make sure you have help ;). Finally feeling a bit more normal today. Getting stitches out in 2 more days yeah!