Finally Having the Courage to Do This! - Knoxville, TN

I'm 29 years old and a mother of two beautiful kids, 7 and 2 a girl and a boy. I'm 5'2 and weight around 98-100. Even before kids I have always been a flat chest and always admired my friends for having fuller breasts and can wear anything they want. As for me, I always have to hide them, I was barely an A cup then. After 2 kids I was bearly an AA. I always have to buy push up bras, and you can imagine there nothing for it to push up, Lol I mean when i bend over you can litterly see my nipples, hahhaha that how small I'am. I love them most when I was pregnant and probably that the size I'm considering.

I have always dream of fuller breast and be able to fit into clothing better. It was hard thinking about spending a large amount of money for myself when I have two kids to raise and my husband always told me I just look beautiful the way I'am. So I put that dream on a side for a while and just back into reality. Until recently my sister in-law just get them done and they look beautiful even just a little over a month. She give me the courage to make that dream of mine coming true, she told me I deserve it after all those time taking care of family and kids.

So I talks to my husband about having them done, he was like 'uhhh... ' at first Lol, ( you know how husbands are: I just love the way you look... ) but after a serious talk he really supportive and agrees he will take care of the kids and the house. ( I just have to wait since I do everything my way all these years) My first appointment will be on July 6, and with my small Asian frame I was thinking about 275cc, that will make me a B cup? i guess... Im choosing silicone gel underneath the musle since I don't have much of breast tissue. Im going small because I don't want anyone to notice them, i just want to fit into clothes and my bras better. And Im schechule for August 14 so just less than 2 months away.

I guess I was thinking about them too much that I even end up with boobies nightmare. I have a dream that after the surgery I end up with very big keloid scars on my boobs and the implants stick out on top of my chest... hahahah my sister told me I was thinking about them too much so just relax but kkkakakak it so hard not to think about it. Victoria secret is having their semi annual sale right now and I cant help buying a bunch of bras, I know that I cant determine the size right now but just can't help it ;). I have 3 younger sisters including my sister in-law that make it 4, one of them can fit those bras incase i didnt right? ugggg the boobies are taking over me hahahahah.... will update more soon.