Re-capturing my True Self - Houston, TX
Does anyone know of a doctor in Houston who does...
All my life I was extremely flat chested. Always...
All my life I was extremely flat chested. Always feeling insecure about the way I looked left me with the strongest desire to one day get breast implants. I was 22 when I got my pair of "new" breasts. They were everything I ever dreamed of, not too large and very nicely proportional to my body. I gained a new sense of confidence in clothing. I have under the muscle saline implants and about 3 months into them, I developed rippling at my cleavage... Not the best spot for rippling! So intimacy was still not easy for me because I now had a new spot to be self conscious about. Nonetheless, its been almost 13 years. I just had my third child and I am really over having something fake in my body. Having implants made breast feeding very difficult. It was severely painful and with all three births I suffered some sort of engorgement. Which of course caused stretch marks and sagging. I had a mammogram last year and found my implants to be in good shape... but they just do not feel comfortable any more, physically and psychologically. My son is 13 weeks old and I was only able to breast feed him for the first 3 weeks. So I have been dry now for 10 weeks my breast are supple and soft, nothing irregular... I just want my implants OUT! Is it too soon after breast feeding?
I find myself for the last 3 years wanting them removed. But it seems to be a double edged sword... I have gone to 3 doctors and all have discouraged it! What will they look like once they are out? Currently I am a bit heavier than normal due to post pregnancy weight. Will I look weird? Is it a good idea to get reconstruction with the removal? Does re-construction lead you to difficulties in the future with mammograms and breast cancer detection? I am a healthy 35 year old and I want to take all the right steps to be able to properly take care of my breast. Should I avoid reconstruction or is worth it? I wish I could find a doctor that would give me a smile and tell me that he will make me "me" again!
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I'm here to offer any encouragement or just listen. I would recommend you speak to you OB/GYN who may say that you should make a big decision like this so recently after childbirth. However, since you've thought about it for three years he/she may not.
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