Scheduled, but Nervous and Not Sure - Georgia
I weigh 120-125 lbs and 5'4". I am...
I weigh 120-125 lbs and 5'4". I am having an umbilical hernia repair with a tummy tuck and breast augmentation (silicone) on April 15th.
Actually, I never thought about changing my body until I consulted a friend who I knew had umbilical hernia repair and she told me that a tummy tuck could go right along with it. Then I made a consult appointment and looking through the book I saw all the photos of great boobs and thought, "why not?" I thought I was resigned to saggy boobs and tummy and while it wasn't ideal, I was fine with it. Now that I know what COULD BE, it's hard to stay this way.
I'm super nervous and anxious! My husband is on-board and is excited for me, but honestly I am finding it hard to be excited for myself. I'm more scared than anything and think "what the heck am I doing?"
While I don't like how my body looks (naked), I like how my body feels. It has taken me a year to feel this strong and I am afraid of not being able to feel this strong again and not be able to do all that I do. That is my biggest fear about this surgery (well, after dying, that's number 1). I don't want to be an invalid. I especially enjoy lifting weights and yoga and pilates. I want to be able to do all those things--and more (who knows...be on The Amazing Race, climb a big mountain, sky dive)--after post surgery.
I know 2 people who have had a Mommy Makeover and both said that they would do it again in a heartbeat and don't regret a thing. I'm hanging on to that!
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I am SUPER NERVOUS and hope this is all worth it! Is it?
I'm also worried because I am currently sick. On vacation, but I went Urgent Care and I have a sinus infection. I'm on meds. My PS is on vacation, so I can't ask her about it.

:)