New Pics Posted 3 weeks post op
I am a happily married mother of 2. My son is 5...
I am a happily married mother of 2. My son is 5 and my daughter is 3. I had them 19 months apart with back to back c-sections. I am a curvy italian woman and have always been thick in the thighs and butt. However, after the preganacies and c-sections I have been left with a saggy extra skin lined stomach and love handles and basically feel as though I have a tube around my middle at all times. I feel so self conscious about my body and appearence that it has killed my self esteem. I have a wonderful husband and beautiful children and I need to be the confident strong woman they need me to be, and I need my self to be. My surgery is scheduled for 6/23/12 in Folsom, CA.
I am a month away from surgery and I fluxuate between being totally excited and on cloud nine, to wanting to call and cancel my surgery because I fear i'm not going to wake up from surgery because I am being vain. I also feel very guilty about spending this much money on myself. I am so thankful that I found this site and that all of you amazing women have poured your hearts and stories out for people like me to read. I know from reading all your stories that many of you have had these same thoughts and I am not going crazy!
I have lost a significant amount of weight since my last baby, but my body will never be the same, I just stretched my skin too far. I am 5'3 and weight between 155-165. I would like to get down another 10 pounds before surgery but the ps says it's not as big of a deal as I think.
I just took my before pics and broke down balling as I uploaded them for all of you to see. My god do I need this surgery! I will update again after my pre-op apt. Friday. I hope that I can help some woman out there contemplating fixing herself, as all of you have done for me.
Forgot to say that I am 31 years old.
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I had my pre-op apt on Friday. I paid all the...
So for my prescriptions he gave me Vicodin, Robaxin and an antibiotic Keflex. I don't really like taking pain meds, I didn't take any with either of my c-sections and found that I healed quickly. He gave me an alternative prescription for Sprix Nasal Spray. It is a little pricey but provides effective pain relief without having to take vicodin which literally makes me throw up. Has anyone ever heard of this or used it??????
I have stopped all the negative thinking I was going through a few weeks ago and am just wanting to be on the other side of the surgery now. We planned a short family vacation for father's day weekend to Disneyland to make sure the kids get some fun in before I am healing. That should hopefully speed up the waiting process! Hope your all having a great holiday weekend!
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