23 Years Old, Flat 34AA, Want 250cc's or LESS.

I'm 23 years old, 5'4", 110 lbs. No kids, and I've always been very flat chested. I wear 34A padded bras, but I'm nowhere close to filling out an A cup. I want to get implants that make me look as if I have naturally nice, small breasts. I really want nothing more than a full B cup, as I think going any larger would be disproportionate to my thin frame. I want to have a very subtle procedure done, since I'm not telling anyone other than my close family and friends, and I don't want to look [RS bleep] star-like.

I'm posting pics of my BEFORE. As you'll see, my nipples are quite far apart, and my right nipple points off to the side. My biggest concern is looking like I have two tennis balls on my chest, with a huge gap in between. Thus I know that high profile implants wouldn't be right for me. I know that the implants will have to be centered under my nipples, so no matter what, my anatomy means I will have a gap in between (I just hope my right one wouldn't be too wonky...). I'm just wondering if 200cc saline under the muscle, in a moderate profile, would help me achieve the look I want -- as if I never had surgery, and with natural-looking spacing and shape. My surgery is on June 30. I had previously said I wanted 250cc's in my consultation, but after some consideration I think that may be too large for me.

Any advice would be appreciated! Thanks!

Since I was considering going smaller than 250cc, I tried out rice sizers today to decide once and for all if it really feels too big. Turns out that I actually liked 250cc's...after walking around the house with the rice sizers in my sports bra for a few hours, I was more comfortable with the way they suited my proportions. I placed the "nipple" part of the sizers over where my actual nipples are. As you can see (it's very obvious in my topless pics), my nipples are really far apart. I was worried that this would make implants look awkward, but the sizers didn't really look too bad to me. I wish my chest could be narrower, but I need to have realistic expectations and understand that the implants won't make my breasts perfect, they'll just be bigger. So I can accept the far-apart boobs. :) What do you think?!

I have been in a healthy, loving relationship with the same guy for three and a half years. He has always loved me for who I am, he loves my body exactly as it is, and he has been the most vocal opponent of my breast augmentation. I do feel like I am more comfortable in my own skin than I've ever been in my twenty three years of life, but for the longest time I wouldn't let anyone see my chest, including my boyfriend. I put this wall up because of my lack of self confidence, and he helped break that wall down. I am young but I understand that there is no such thing as a perfect body, and it would be foolish for me to expect that I could achieve one. I realize that a breast augmentation will not give me perfect breasts, only larger ones. I understand the risks that I am taking. I question why I am willing to undergo the pain and the potential risks, but deep down I tell myself that I need to give myself a shot at having boobs. I don't want to be flat chested anymore. But my boyfriend makes me think twice about this decision every time I talk to him. He's doing it out of care and concern, but sometimes it really makes me question why I'm doing this.