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This is part 2 of my BBL review. Click here to...

This is part 2 of my BBL review. Click here to read part 1 first!

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Hi my bbl sisters, i know its been a few weeks...

hi my bbl sisters, i know its been a few weeks since i have updated but i have been very very busy and on top of that i have been feeling really down during this entire process. at 3 weeks post op, i had to travel to california for a whole week and it was miserable having to stand everywhere i go. then i just didnt care anymore about what others thought and brought my thai bolster pillow everywhere i went, including my cousin's wedding. i sat on that sucker and covered my thighs with a blazer or sweater so that people couldnt really see the pillow. the flight to and from california was 4 hours each way and the most miserable flight of my life. i also got drunk and my cousins dared me to jump in the pool fully clothed with my garment and everything on. needless to say, my damn board broke in half as it dried so my stomach as been looking jacked up from the board not being smooth. i tried to buy another board from another surgeon around here and he tried to charge me $120. i said hell to the no my friend, i do not smoke crack cocaine therefore i am not crazy enough to pay $120 for a piece of board. instead i went home and desperately cut out a big oval out of cardboard and it worked alot better but then again... broke out of place. so a week after i get back from california, i had to travel to florida to take my kids to the beach one last time before school started for my son. i got drunk and thought of a briliant idea as i saw a big hard back covered book on the table - ::light bulb goes off:: i shall go home and find me a really big and thick hard back book to cut it into my new board and sew some fabric over it to help with the sweating... who's the next martha stewart now??? but of course i still havent gotten the chance to do it i have been so busy.

i must say all this traveling has made these past few weeks fly by a lot faster than i expected. however, the downside is that while on vacation, all i do is eat eat eat. keep in mind that Anthony Bourdain has my dream job so you know i sure do like to eat. well, i have gained 5 pounds and its pretty sad to think that after getting lipo, you would lose weight and have a better figure. HELL NO. i've gotten fatter and the thought of paying all that money to get fat is quite depressing. let me also tell you that the arm lipo didnt produce the results i was hoping for. i wish i would have done my thunder thighs instead.

So far, i am still using my thai bolster pillow under my thigh and one behind my back. it has been alot more useful than the boppy. i stopped using the boppy as soon as i got home from the surgery. i am now 5 weeks post-op and still have not sat on my butt directly. if i do have to sit without my pillow, i always sit on the front of the chair and lean forward as much as possible and play with my phone so that it doesnt look as awkward of course. i heard that i could sit now, but i still refuse to, thats how scared i am to mess up my booty.

ok now down to the depressing part - so my left ass cheek has a big dent in it and my right cheek just looks lop-sided to me. its not round and smooth like it should be. what hurt me even more is that my own man even noticed the dent on my left cheek when i had this white tight dress on. i always thought that after getting this done, i would be able to flaunt the hell out of my body. WRONG! i feel even more self-conscience because of my lop-sided ass. its been a concern since the week i got my butt done and was told that maybe it will be permanent and maybe it wont. i was even told to stop looking at my butt and wait 2 months to know if it will get better. i stopped looking in the mirror for a while... but now at 5 weeks.. its still there... there have been people who asked how satisfied i am with my results - it might be too early still to say... but at this point, i am honestly only 50% happy that i no longer have an extended back, but the other 50% makes me feel like i went through hell and to end up with a lopsided ass .. DEPRESSED doesnt even describe how i feel. i have been so careful and had my hopes up so high and have seen so many great results on others - but of course when it comes to me, i feel like i always end up with the short end of the stick no matter what the situation is. i will post pictures of it soon because i bet you're all thinking "oh its probably not that bad"... SH*T... if it was your ass you would probably sit in the corner crying too. im sending pictures to ruben tomorrow and lets see what they say.... sigh... and on top of that, the incisions on the top of my ass are so disgustingly dark, wide, and raised. WTF! so F**KEN UGLY!!! please excuse my french but im just so frustrated and have been so stressed out over this recovery process. i have been using mederma on my scars but ruben said they have something better i can buy from them.

so these past few weeks: weight GAIN, lopsided ass, broken board, still dont have the pefect garment, and ugly dark scars... now tell me would you feel depressed as well? ... SIGH...

one more week i will be going down for my boobs... im not even excited to be honest. my ass has been stressing me out too damn much i just dont even care anymore. i read over the recovery packet for my boobs earlier. im starting to get scared again. hope everything will be ok.. wish me luck...

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Dang I hope everything balance out for you....Big and lopsided does not work:(.....Hope U will heal up ok as well.
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I'm so sorry your results aren't what you wanted. Try to stay positive the best you can. Maybe you can do a retouch....
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So sorry your feeling your results hopefully with time you'll be 100 on review 1 you look good even though I know that offers no relief if your not feeling it yourself. Good luck on part 2 with the boobs.
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Hellooooo my sweet loves! I just got my boobs done...

Hellooooo my sweet loves! I just got my boobs done and let me tell you when I woke up, I felt more pain than I did when I woke up from the BBL. felt like my skin was ripping apart cuz I had a lift. it hurt so bad and I couldn't talk.so I lifted my hand as I cried in pain and doctor Salama came to the and told them to gve me more meds. I felt better but I could definitely feel my.skin around the areolas (felt like ripping skin). dr. Salama has been an absolute doll he cracked me up a feel
times and told me he had gas today lol I don't mind the farting I wouldn't be able to smell it anyways lol well I feel like.crap I will update later cuz realself is acting up its so annoying and I took a pic hut can't even post it. hopefully I will get to.discuss with him about my ass tomorrow.

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Glad your surgery went well. Just stay strong, the pain will subside. Can't wait to see your pics :-)
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yes girl! not a good look! lol
yes i'm hoping he.will do a revision on me. he is a great doctor but I was just unlucky how my body reacted :(

My dear bbl sisters, I am now 3 days post-op and I...

my dear bbl sisters, I am now 3 days post-op and I am just so very estatic about my new boobies. They look amazing already!!! My areaolas were huge to begin with and dr. salama has made them a lot smaller and more centered. They look so much better than before already. My experience this second time around was even more wonderful and beyond my expectations. I arrived the same day as surgery, and I must compliment the ladies at the surgical center – they were SUPER great and took good care of me. They were very attentive and spoke with me a lot more this time which made me feel very comfortable – shoot, I wasn’t even nervous at all this time! Kudos to them because they have really stepped their game up compared to my last experience.

When I got to the center, I sat in the waiting area with my sister for a while but I didn’t mind the wait at all - I would want for him to take his time while working on me so why feel impatient when he’s working on others? So when it was my turn, I changed into the usual loose pajama pants and a button up shirt. Dr. Salama was a lot more relaxed this time and he didn’t seem so stressed out. I was happy to see that because this man works his ass off I don’t know how he is able to handle so many patients all at once. I told him that I was just coming off my cycle and thank god it was the end of it – but he said to me “I don’t care im not going down there” LMFAO I thought it would be courtesy to give him the heads up because if he saw brownish residue on my surgical panties I didn’t want him to think I sharted on myself or didn’t clean my asshole LMFAO. So he ended up doing 492cc’s silicone in each breast (double D’s) and I am SO LOVING THEM ALREADY!! Even though they are swollen and up to my neck right now, I can already tell they are gonna look GREAT! Waking up from the anesthesia was painful but that subsided after he gave me some more meds. By the end of the night right after surgery, I was feeling so much better. Thank god its not as torturous as the BBL. I walked slouched over all day the first 2 days but today has gotten a lot better. I just cant push, pull, or lift anything more than 5 pounds. I cant even put my garment back on because I cant button the hooks myself. So hopefully I will be able to do so soon because my body has gotten so swollen and in pain ever since I took off the garment. My skin feels hot to the touch on my back and really tight when I try to move around. The pain isn’t so bad but it’s the areola that bothers me – feels like my skin is getting ripped from time to time but this pain is normal. Im just praying to god that these puppies will heal beautifully and not have any infections or problems ::knock on wood:: im SOOOO super excited about my boobs I feel like hugging Dr. Salama and squeezing him so hard that his head pops off. That’s how happy I am!! I must add that he spent a lot more time with me and answered all of my questions. It was a great experience and like I said, ABOVE and BEYOND my expectations I am SO GLAD he is my surgeon. Some people may have said he’s just a butt doctor, but I highly disagree. This man is very talented and his boobs are just as amazing! My large areolas bothered me so much before – my man called them “sausage patties” lol and they were also hanging low but dr. salama made them a lot smaller and more centered. LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEE THEM!!!

Now to the booty – so I discussed with him my concerns about my butt. He agreed that I would benefit from a revision. I have his ugly dent on my left cheek, my right cheek is bigger, and my butt looks more squarish than round. I am SO HAPPY that he understood how I felt and it has nothing to do with his quality of work. It was how my body reacted to the fat and some areas didn’t absorb like other parts did. So just because I am going for a revision does NOT mean that Dr. Salama did not do a great job – it’s the fact that everyone’s body reacts differently and unfortunately I was one of the unlucky ones. But I will not let myself be depressed over my lopsided ass anymore – I just have trust and faith that Dr. Salama will make everything look all better the second time around. I wish that I could get it fixed right away, but after consulting with him, he suggested to wait at least 6 months. But even 6 months can be too soon because some people stay swollen or tender at their lipo’d areas for up to a year. As bad as I want to get it done right now, I must be patient and wait, and since a year is better than 6 months, I will probably wait until a year. The Doc knows best so make sure you listen to him!

Btw, I wanted to mention that today (Sunday) Dr. Salama was at the office all by himself. He comes to work on Sunday while everyone is off just so that he could accommodate his out of town patients. I know sometimes the wait might feel long because you just had surgery, therefore you become irritated and just want to lay down. Just keep in mind that he doesn’t have to come in on a Sunday if he didn’t want to but he chooses to so give the man some appreciation by being patient. =) I see how hard he works and how much he takes pride in his craft. i chose him to be my surgeon because of his amazing work - but after going through these procedures with him and seeing how he treats his patients and his practice, i have grown so much respect for him as an individual as well. i will not lie, at first i had the same concern as a few other people - the topic of "quantity over quality". i must tell you all right now that just because he is busy doesnt mean that his work is going downhill- the quality is still there. you will not go wrong choosing him and i am 100% sure that i made the right decision of making him my surgeon. DR. SALAMA ROCKS!


I’ll keep you posted on the revision details once I speak to ruben about it - i will just have to deal with my dented ass right now but im confident that dr. S will make his booty too legit to quit the second time around! ;) btw, i went to the club last weekend and i can make my booty clap now... or half a clap HAHAHA - call it the standing ovation. lol

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I have also added pics from my 5 weeks post-op. i...

i have also added pics from my 5 weeks post-op. i must say i HAVE NOT SAT DOWN for 6 weeks straight until this past thursday when i flew in for my breast surgery. and i dont know if its in my head or what, but after sitting on my butt all day and night after my boob surgery this week, i feel like my butt has gotten even smaller!!!!!!!!!! wtf?!?! its ok, its gonna be even bigger in no time ;)

i took some pics in boy shorts, and some in some short shorts, and naked pics to show you my flaws. its really hard to see in the pics but its more noticeable in person. in conclusion, i look much better with clothes on lol my stomach is fat but alot better than before so i cant complain. i just better start working out asap! (or whenever i get the ok)

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Love the boobs
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Loveeee your boobs! He did a really good job girlie!
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Girl, I know you're concerned and I don't know what you're going through yet, but you really do look fabulous. And this is just an objective opinion. Bear through the pain...you will get the body of your dreams. Looking at your part 1, I saw that you were unhappy because you thought that your ass was not big enough like other girls. Perhaps this revision will give you an even better ass than anyone else hahaha!!! Silver lining, you see? Stay positive :)
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Today has been a really depressing day for me... i...

today has been a really depressing day for me... i told myself not to be depressed anymore because my ass is gonna get fixed when i get a round two but then again i ask myself should i even go for a round two?? i feel so selfish for spending all this money on me i wish it didnt have to take two rounds. i have 2 small kids and it just makes me feel like crap knowing that im thinking about going again when i could be using the money taking my kids to Disney instead. i have been so careful this entire process, i didnt even sit on my ass until i was 6 weeks post op and i still got a messed up ass? man F***!!! i tried on a dress earlier today and was about to burst into tears seeing the dent through my dress. i cant even wear fitted dresses i have to wear something kinda loose so that it wont show. i have 2 weddings to go to and i cant even flaunt my body... and then i saw nini fernandez's new photos today.. OMG... SO AMAZING! and bigbootybree DAYAM! i'm so happy for the women who get great results but at the same time i just want to cry that my results are far from what I was hoping for. i still have a big waistline, and my ass needs to be fixed. FML!!!!!!!!! this entire process is an ongoing rollarcoaster ride i tell ya... i wish i loved my ass as much as i love my boobs! guess you cant have everything ... =( so depressed!!!!!!!!!! why me!?!?!!!!!!!!!! ... cant wait to start working out again... sigh...

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OMG I love your results! you look great!
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just passing through. how are the twins and that booty
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hey there love the twins are great. i love them so so much. even though my scars are horrible, its just my body i scar really bad but the over all look is great. as for the butt, everyone compliments my juicy booty but thats when im wearing jeans because i cant wear anything thinner than that or else they will see the dent in my butt.

Hi friends, I will be deleting my profile soon. ...

Hi friends,
I will be deleting my profile soon. I will make a new one as soon as I go for round 2. I have been very busy and Im sorry I havent been able to keep you guys updated. To make a long story short, Dr. Salama has been keeping in touch with me. He text me a few times to see how im doing which I thought was great because my friend was even impressed. I flew down to FL to go see Dr. Salama on his day off and he was leaving out of town and was nice enough to come to the office just for me. The man is freaking awesome. Well, my left breast implant didn't fall into place as good as my right breast. It looks flat from the side. I have been pretty sad about it but thank goodness nobody else notices it because I can hide it with my bra. It looks like my butt has fallen some and I really like that because it looks more natural that way. At first I wanted a perky bubble butt but now that i think about it more, the butt looks so much more natural when it falls down and isnt so high. I will probably go back for round 2 in October 2013 because I have too much going on and I am supposed to have rhinoplasty with another doctor in Miami in spring 2013. I just hope everything will come out right the second time around for my booty but i know i will start to worry all over again about the healing process. Im sure it will be easier to be mentally prepared since I know what to expect. As for my breast, I am going to have to wait a few years to get it fixed because i dont have the money to do so and i dont want to feel like im over-doing it again. nobody is going to see me naked anyways but my fiance and he already seen it all so oh well... im just glad that Dr. Salama has been so great and caring because to be honest, if he wasnt so caring, I would be sitting here crying everyday about having to get things fixed. I just hope these scars go away they are so ugly. actually, its not "scarring" - its pigmentation of my skin i just have bad skin... FML!

in conclusion, my main advice for all you ladies is

DO NOT expect to have a Kim K body after surgery because YOU WONT. DO NOT expect to look like your wish pic or ANYBODY - because YOU WONT. so don't get your hopes up for no reason. however, YOU WILL come out being a better version of YOURSELF. Even though I'm not a Kim K, I am much improved and ALOT better than what i started as. I get compliments everyday and people admire my donk. people are starting to question if its real or fake, but all i can do is ignore them and let them be jealous. I also feel great when people say I look even better than i did BEFORE having kids lol maybe if i lose about 20 pounds i will agree with them lol but yeah, don't worry so much about having perfect results because no one's body is perfect to begin with. what you should wish for more is to have a healthy and speedy recovery with no complications. even though i have to go back for round two, I DO NOT regret my decision at all. I had a wonderful experience with Dr. Salama and his entire staff. I just wish I had the time and funds to go back now for my round two but I will have to just wait it out. Plus I was told to wait at least 6-12 months before a touch up it will be better for me. Until then, I won't be updating my blog but i will be on here from time to time. if you have any questions, just send me a personal message. bye for now until round two my friends!!

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did he tell you why your left breast didnt fall into the pocket like the right one did?
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Your body still looks amazing.....Skin tight is good for scars and african shea butter while your skin is healing.....But You really to look sexy.....and please believe I have seen more dents on a natural booty......Your booty is great he did a good job. real talk
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I just read your post and viewed your pics, I think that you look amazing. I posted wish pics but im not hoping for too much. After having no booty all my life, Im truly gonna appreciate what I get because I feel like any enhancement to my body would be an improvement. Thank you for your updates, as well as thank you for not bashing Dr S. Im going to him and it makes me extremely nervous and I start to second guess this decision everytime I read a bashing post. Dont get me wrong, I appreciate the positive and the negative but some ppl think this "MAN" is a replica of Jesus. Sorry for going on and on...............Goodluck and many blessings on your journey :)
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Miami Plastic Surgeon

Nomie, Ruben, Nancy, Jennifer, and ALex have been amazing... Larry is awesome but its clear two drivers are needed because of so many patients and the long waiting times. DR. SALAMA is the man! i am so glad i chose him!!! He's very caring and makes you feel at ease.

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