28yo 3 Breastfed Kids. Absolutely NO Tatas Left - Beverly Hills, CA

I have wanted bigger boobs since... Forever. But it wasn't something I would have ever actually done... Until I breastfed. I loved breastfeeding, and did it as long as I could with all 3 of my girls. But I'm literally left with nothing, at all. There is barely a shadow left under my boobs. Plus, when I was in highschool I got in a car accident and broke my breast bone, so my rib cage is weird now. My bottom two ribs stick out further because all my top ribs sink a bit, which makes my boobs look even worse. Don't get my wrong, I have no problem wearing my bikini to the beach, but when my daughter has a school field trip to the water park, I want to wear a one piece, but I can't. Because my ribs stick out farther than my boobs, and you can't camouflage that in a one piece. Plus, to be honest I'm pretty happy with my post baby body, and i hate the fact that i feel like that's kind of stolen from me with my 8yo boy boobs. So I've finally decided to go ahead and bite the bullet. I'm a super anxious person and I'm scared to death. So being the person that I am, I started researching and talked to a friend of mine who has hers done, and I'm SOooo glad I did. She has a chest similar to mine (for a completely different reason) and she had to have hers redone 4!!! Times. Apparently there's a lot of drs. Out there that aren't familiar with the issues of pectus excavitum and the issues it can cause. So after looking at her now perfect boobs, I am going to the Dr who finally fixed them properly. I have complete faith in him. I have had a phone consult so far, since I'm in another country. I fly down the 20th, have my preop/measurements/sizing/etc. The 21st, and surgery the 22nd. I'm so excited, but absolutely terrified at the same time. Dr. Nikolov and his staff have been amazing so far, really worked with me on scheduling (my husband has a very demanding job, so getting away was hard for him). Have answered all my annoying, ridiculous questions oh so politely, and without making me feel like I'm annoying them. I can't wait to meet them in person, although I freak out the closer it gets and want to cancel haha.
I posted a picture of my pre and post bf boobs

Ain't gunna lie, this is worse than I thought it would be. Totally bareable and not horrible, but it ain't good. The main issue I have is the spasms. Move my arm and it jumps like crazy, and hurts!! I don't like the way the pain pills make me feel, so I'm just taking tylonol and if I must, I'll take a muscle relaxer. Surgery went great. Dr. Nikov was awesome, and his nurses and anesthesiologist was amazing. They took such good care of me and were so kind and gentle. I got round Smith 375cc high profile. Under the muscle. They are really swollen today and so are my hands and stomach for that matter. I took a pic but I feel like I'm so swollen you can barely see them.

So I'm loving these things already! They are healing so fast. I haven't had any bruising and the swelling is going down pretty fast. I only had to take anything for the first 24 hours and then I took tylonol until day 4. Since then I haven't had any pain. Some soreness and my range of motion isn't great... But no pain. The only thing that is hard about this recovery is that it's so annoying not being able to do like any, and I mean any, normal tasks. I can't lift the milk jug to get my kids a drink, I can't extend my arm to even get a plate out of the top cabinet to eat off of. I hate having to have people in everyday to help while my husband is are work. Hopefully by next week I'll be able to function enough to be alone with my kids lol