Starting a New Life at 40! - Austin, TX

My motivation is my kids and my mom that past away with breast cancer in 2004 she was my rock.. I had a scare in 2006 and had a breast reduction done and just a few months after it I got divorced again for the 2 time in my life.. just have never felt like i was good for the men i was with the would live me for someone bigger and it got me down making me feel I dont look good.. I am a mom of 4 amazing kids... I dont got out much because i am scared of men looking at my body.. I have been wanting to have a mommy makeover for some time now just have not know how to go about it to get this done... I am new to Austin area and trying to start a new career here love ,my work but I just dont feel good with my photo shoots at all i can see it in my face... I was hit alot by both of my ex and my step dad and was told i did not look good all my life...

I know GOD will open a door for me some how to make me feel better about myself.. My personal goals are to feel better about myself when i look in the mirror that I can smile with out seeing my tummy with this skin just there.. to be about to smile around people that look at me and not feel that they see what i see... my goals are also to show my kids a happier mom to them with out feeling so hurt from what there dads did to me.. I feel inside this happy sweet lady that wants to shine for the first time in my life... I have learned that I am a stronger person now in my life, I have been through so much with me being Dyslexic all my life and I work hard in everything I do... I am a better mom and person with everything... I just want to feel in from the outside as i do from the inside of me now.... to go on a date and not feel like i am going to run the guy off.. I have been single for 5 years now... I thank you for taking the time to hear my heart...
Tracy