Today, the doctors office called me with a surgery date - May 29th. It's been so long in coming that it shocked me; it's so close.On top of that I had a very full "dance card" - that's what I call it now that I'm retired. So much to take care of quickly.I've had surgery before (not Bariatric) and I don't remember feeling scared, but this time I do. In some ways I feel like I'm over educating myself.i have so much more inside me, but I can't get it out.very glad that I found this forum.