I am 10 days post op and seem to be falling into a pit of depression. I feel like I wasted 8k on something I could have achieved with a highly padded bra. (which I did for years) I started off as a barely a 32A and now I seem to be a 34C but I don't feel like I look that size. I have a very small frame so a large implant size would have ended up looking ridiculous. My doctor and I agreed on a modest 235ccs but now I feel like maybe I should have pushed harder for a larger size. I guess I just need some words of encouragement. I do know I seem to need to drop and "fluff" out but I am wondering how long that will take. I am just so tired of seeing all these grade school girls look older than me and being pegged as my 13yo step sons sister. I want to feel and look like the 31 almost 32 year old "woman" I am.