Location: Santa Monica, CA
Member since 12/27/2012


  • 9 total posts
  • 1 review
  • 1 question

Reviews & Stories

explanted and horrifed

I elected to have BA saline in July 2011, went from A cup to C. Nearly immediately got capsular contracturr in both breasts. Had revision in March-2102 and under advise of MD went bigger-stayed with saline this time under muscle. Again got CC right away in both. The pain in my right breasted was unbearable immediately. I had a stabbing pain in the right breast and MD said to take ibruprofin... READ MORE

Questions from tinaesp

Where's my Nipple Going? (photo)

After 2 severe cases of capsular contracture, both came on less than 6 weeks post surgery, on Dec. 26, 2012 I had both implants removed and full capsulectomy. The last implants... READ MORE

Recent comments from tinaesp

Thank you Amelia for your kind words. I have read about the fat transfer and thankfully there is a light in my heart that keeps me going daily (my son). I still cannot bear to look at myself naked - I cannot allow the love of my life... READ COMMENT

I just want to get hit by a truck. I hate myself, I hate my body, I hate my stupid mind for making this decision for implants in the first place. I'm tired of crying every day and am sick to my stomach whenever I look in the mirror... READ COMMENT

Thank you for your reply. Can you tell me more about what you did without implants? READ COMMENT

I really appreciate your thoughts. Thank you. READ COMMENT

Thanks LeahMerril: ya know, before I took the plunge for surgery, I read some pretty scary stories and thought-ach-"that crap just happens to women who aren't healthy, or whatever" The sad truth is, no one scientifically knows why... READ COMMENT