Location: Santa Monica, CA
Member since 12/27/2012


  • 9 total posts
  • 1 review
  • 1 question

Reviews by tinaesp

explanted and horrifed

I elected to have BA saline in July 2011, went from A cup to C. Nearly immediately got capsular contracturr in both breasts. Had revision in March-2102 and under advise of MD went bigger-stayed with saline this time under muscle. Again got CC right away in both. The pain in my right breasted was... READ MORE

Questions from tinaesp

Where's my Nipple Going? (photo)

After 2 severe cases of capsular contracture, both came on less than 6 weeks post surgery, on Dec. 26, 2012 I had both implants removed and full capsulectomy. The last implants... READ MORE

Recent comments from tinaesp

Thank you Amelia for your kind words. I have read about the fat transfer and thankfully there is a light in my heart that keeps me going daily (my son). I still cannot bear to look at myself naked - I cannot allow the love of my life... READ COMMENT

I just want to get hit by a truck. I hate myself, I hate my body, I hate my stupid mind for making this decision for implants in the first place. I'm tired of crying every day and am sick to my stomach whenever I look in the mirror... READ COMMENT

Thank you for your reply. Can you tell me more about what you did without implants? READ COMMENT

I really appreciate your thoughts. Thank you. READ COMMENT

Thanks LeahMerril: ya know, before I took the plunge for surgery, I read some pretty scary stories and thought-ach-"that crap just happens to women who aren't healthy, or whatever" The sad truth is, no one scientifically knows why... READ COMMENT