You'll be fine. I'm sending prayers up for you, positive energy into the universe and & an offer or emotional support whenever you need it. you can email me anytime.
I'm no psychologist but I think that you are more upset with yourself than your outcome. I've been reading your comments, especially this last one, and you seem to be down in the dumps. I'm going to hit you with some positive words....
I'm a photographer so I know that photos can be "altered" or give deceiving looks but your photos does not seem to do that. When I look at photos, I notice shape and your shape is very different. Your love handles are smaller, your...