Horrific Results

I had been to this Dr. in the past for fillers around my nasal folds and I was very pleased with the results. Therefore I trusted him completely when in a last minute discussion with his nurse I decided on getting filler in my cheeks to fill in the hollows of my eyes. Without him doing a test to check whether or not I was allergic to the filler nor did he map out on my face and get my approval, he just came in felt my face and started injecting. Here I am 6 weeks later disfigured. The right side of my face in fuller than the left which is sunken in. You can clearly see the injection, my skin is so tight when I smile it hurts.
My right eye sat higher then the left afterwards and the shape of eyes and face have changed so much that people who know me have a look of shock when they see again after this procedure.
I am devastated, depressed, don't go out with my friends any longer, avoid them actually. This has destroyed my life. I look like a different person and no longer want to look in the mirror long enough to apply makeup. I look at least 10 years older than before the injections which is not what any person would want. If I could only go back in time and tell myself to run!!!!
Some people avoid eye contact with me that I know casually and then others ask me what the heck happened to me. Some actually laugh when I walk away. Some say well, you don't look "that bad" it will get better in time won't it?
Never, ever, have a procedure around your eyes unless you are fully prepared for things to go horribly wrong.