8 years ago I was struggling with my boobs after 3...
8 years ago I was struggling with my boobs after 3 children and 6 years of breast feeding. My breasts were saggy and my left breast was 32B and my right breast 32D - finding a bra to fit was a nightmare - chicken fillets were not the best to use as over the course of the day they rode up and almost pooped out ??
So after lots of research, discussion with my supportive hubby, and looking at implants & lifts etc I decided to research doctors that specialised. Eventually I found an amazing doctor and went to consult.
I 100% needed a lift (I totally agreed)
But I was mixed about implants or just a lift!! I wanted to be how I was before breast feeding bit certainly didn't want to look fake or huge.
Finally I agreed to implants and the lift, and breast tissue removed from my right breast - although I was persuaded to go a larger than I wanted - I was told the smaller size would lead to disappointment.
Even when being marked up for my lift I was still feeling I should just have a lift!! I was worrying that one day they'd have to come out even though my doctor said that off some women they stay in and ok for life.
I cannot fault my doctor in her skills - they looked amazing and natural. Although slightly larger than I hoped.
Anyway for several years now I've felt uncomfortable in my skin, I have felt fake and as my body naturally ages my breast stayed like a teen!!!
Like many ladies I dress to hide my boobs, I hug from the side ( thought this was just me, so relieved when I read others felt the same)
Also for many months I've been suffering extreme fatigue, heavy foggy head and aches all over and I've gone from cycling, swimming and walking lots to struggling to complete my dogs walk each day. My GP has tested me several times for thyroid/anaemia etc - always normal to my exasperation I was told menopause ( surgical menopause as full hysterectomy in 2010) make you tired.....
So I decided to google ( I know not best idea always)
My symptoms and it was like a bright light, oh goodness why did I not think before that possibly my silicone implants could be the cause.
Abundant research and this amazing site convinced what I was already
Sure of - I wanted to explant for many reasons ( one also that I could not check properly for breast cancer, my closest friend 4 years ago had and found through checking) plus I was having huge aches in my right breast which I wasn't thinking ( maybe looking back - denial) was due to my implant!
Anyway I had many discussions and shared info with my hubby and we both felt "get the toxic balls out"
I researched doctors and booked to see one that sounded hopeful and reviews of him
And the hospital were good.
I went (because of all you ladies ) very confident to my appointment, told hubby thing I was defo not going to
Etc ... So he knew where I stood and would not bend with doctors thoughts.
The doctor was amazing - he listened to all
My concerns and he did not try yo persuade me in any way, he talked to
About whst my expectations were and how I felt. He was easy to
And was happy even though his list was running very late to answer all my questions and hubbies and even when I was happy to leave he asked IV j was sure I had in other questions - he gave me his card with his details so that if I needed to
Anything or talk I could contact him - WOW!
He also gave me details of other staff members that I could talk to
If I wanted to.
When he examined me he said my right breast had capsular contraction stage 2 and took
The yr to
Discuss this and made sure I could see clearly this in the mirrors.
I knew after the first few minutes that he was my doctor because I felt listened to and respected. I asked whether I should have local or general - he said I could chose and he would respect what I want even up to the admission day. However he recommends general as this is less stress for the patient especially if the surgery becomes more complicated than expected and also hd felt it was safer. I'm truly fully confident in every thing discussed and I can't wait until September 17th 2014 to have them removed and to feel
Natural - like many ladies I long to wear a simple summer dress or top & not feel like I flaunting my boobs and to hug people properly... Thank you all for helping me - I will post pics when j can xxxx
Pictures of implants now
295 mil round silicone gel
Anxious last night feeling left implant!
Last night & still today I can feel my implant and can press it is and it pops up again. I could run my hand gently over my breast & the lump was very noticeable to feel & see. My breast aches & my anxiety raised! I already have cc in my right breast. Is this rupturing? Has anyone felt this before? When I lay down about a finger space from my nipple I feel what feels like an air bubble in my implant???? Worried & can't wait for explant :( xxxx
13 days to go and can't wait
Mostly looking forward to my explant & although I wonder what I will look like for the most part I don't care because I want to feel natural & well. Also amazing ladies stories give me boosts on the days I'm less positive ESP when I don't feel so good. I just want to be on the road to recovery. Plus to wear clothes & not feel like I'm
Really overweight! I never thought I dressed to hide my boobs until I read about others and then It dawned on me how much i work around these boobs - weird hugs - uncomfortable sleep - dressing & feeling like I'm hugely over weight, stopped running and cycling !!!
This time next week & I'll be I my first recovery day xxx
Looking forward to my explant next Wednesday it's all consuming now and all my symptoms and aches seem to be right in front if my eyes!!! Mostly excited and occasionally reality of surgery kicks in - wishing all ladies explanting over next few days good luck and happy healing - I'm
Posting pics of me in bikini and will after explant to compare xxxxxxx
Just received pictures of my pre implants
The left side is 32 B side & left 32b
Looking back I wish I'd stick with my desire for a lift only - live & learn eh
Had chat with the nurse today regards the big day - feel happier now that is completed. Off to buy my sports bra for after. Because I was 32band32d. She advised getting b and c and see which fits best - so I shall ;)
Excited & a little nervous - feels weird now it's getting so close xx
Had my explant at 9:30 am uk time
17 Sep 2014
Day of treatment
Feel so happy groggy but happy
The Day after
Surgery went well.
Went through the previous scar so I didn't have an extra scar and took out the old scar so it would heal neatly - I was surprised by the results and so was PS - he told me I'd be completely flat after. There will be swelling to go down thorough.
The problem I've had is Tramadol it's caused me to itch all over and come out in awful rash and my face swelled up. Hence I've felt rough from that, on antihistamine and stopped the medication so it's all slowly going away thankfully.
Slept loads and apart from slight burning I feel ok and happy - will post now when less tired. Xx
One day post
One day after - feels achy without sports bra and slightly sore burning feeling inside - but still feel so happy I'm
All natural . I keep feeling hoe sift they are it's fAb. Xx happy healing ladies you ring regret being natural. X
Feeling a lot better today
Hi I'm feeling a lot better today almost pain free.
Also this morning I took my dog on our normal walk and there is a hill on the last part and for months I have suffered painful legs and struggled with this hill. Today I walked and said to hubby I've no leg pains :) amazing no pain in my legs :) I'm
First day back to work :(
Hi ~ it was my first day back to work & I've felt tired but no pains now it's more achy and I think my sling is starting to dislike the bandages so I'm
Hoping under them
It's not reacting as it's awful itchy at times!! Wednesday they will be removed so not long to wait now.
I adore soft breasts I just realised I never appreciated the way natural feels until all those years with hard lumps.
When I had my breast implants I woke up after op with regret anger my removal I woke up so content & happy ~ if your thinking about removing and worried - do it for you it's one if my more mature decisions and 100% no regret. Xxxx
5 days post (Monday)
Swelling is going down and they are soft and mostly achy without support. I found amazing bra from sainsburys £6 full support bra - comfy and cheap :) not the prettiest but I don't care xxx
First day at work
Also I was self conscious at first planning work clothes as I work with ALL guys!!! Didn't want anyone having full realisation of why I'd been off for 3 days!
Anyway I wore a floaty blouse ( which previously made me feel huge) with a pretty scarf and felt great :) xx
1 week - dressings removed - ouch
Had my dressing removed which was a little uncomfortable but over quickly. So glad as I have a rash flaring up so hopefully this will calm down. Have steri strips on for 7 days and then I remove them for 3days with 1 night break in between for 3 months I have to wear Tape over the incisions. I see my consultant in 2 weeks who will
Also discuss massage. Has anine any info on massage and is this just for the scar incision or for internal healing too??
Really itchy too - posting pics of today. Hapoy healing ladies.
Took of steri strips today and I can see an infection starting and ugly scars - really upset today after a good run of feeling happy.
I guess it explains why they hurt so much I just put it down to healing incisions - starting antibiotics today. Not happy as I'm trying to get all crap out if my body. I can't begin to explain how unhappy I am today. Sorry for winging but I've noone to say this to - I'm off to work with a smile all day but inside I feel like crying .....posting pics
Smelly wound tonight
Had to change my tape tonight due to smelly pus :( hit and sore
I just want to day how much I've appreciated the moral support and wise words - thank you xxxxxxxx
On the mend - improved so much
Thank you ladies for your support and help. I feel so different to Monday / things have improved so much - I'm so grateful.
I'm posting a picture - part is taped as it's dry and part not taped has dried out lots this morning / finally getting puss free - the smell is almost give too! Xx
Feeling in a much better place today xxx
Feeling much better
My incisions have dried up at last and seems the infection has gone or certainly well controlled :)
A little uncomfortable at times but mostly feeling so much better - I'm so happy to have those implants out and to be natural and soft . Ladies if you haven't yet - just do it it's really worth it.
Treated myself to a "normal" bra only cheap just to try one as I know I can't buy any nice ones till 6 weeks - just impatient lol
My new (old) boobs
They are my new boobies 34b approx
Dr check up today
Hi has a great check up appointment, all is healing well. I'm free to cycle, swim & run from
Next week - so I couldn't be happier ;) I plan to ease into it slowly but it's rest to actually feel it's possible again - tomorrow I'm going to the gym to do some easing into it :) happy me xxx
The first time back to the gym
Yeah my life begins - I cannot explain how happy & good I feel.
20 minutes running - 7 minutes face paced hill
Walking - 50 squats - and I'm
Not crawling to my bed - I feel great :) my explant has given my life back to me :) xxxxxxxx
Week 4 incisions
Healing well - I am massaging the scars which on the left side is uncomfortable
Pic of area where incision pulls breast in
I thought I'd post this pic. Both my breasts pull in like this but you can really only see when arms are lifted - my PS said with time softening the scars and massage this will eventually drop into the correct shape. Tbh if it doesn't I still love my new boobs :) has anyone had similar? Xxxx oh btw it's the same when the tape is off xx