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I started developing very young, and had boobs by age 11. They continued to grown throughout high school. Freshman year I was sized at a 32 DD, an almost impossible size to find anywhere. Today I wear a 34 DD, but wonder if I am closer to a DDD as I haven't been sized since freshman year. I weigh 120 pounds and love to run and exercise and within the past few year my breasts have made that hard. When I played sports in high school I would often get rashes and end up with raw skin in between my breasts that were not only ugly looking and made me self conscious to wear anything where someone may see, but also very painful. Finding sports bras are near impossible. I get ones that are too small in order to keep everything in place but then I end up with excruciating back and shoulder blade pain. Recently I have even been experiencing numbness and tingling around my back/shoulder blade area!
I was scheduled for this surgery for 2 years ago and chickened out. I was afraid I would be losing part of my identity since I have always kind of been known for my large boobs, and while I do not like that, it is still a hard idea to change myself. I decided to get it again as I want to feel comfortable with or without a bra. I do not want the feeling of saggy breasts hanging on my stomach, I really hate it.
All this being said, insurance seems to have changed since my previous surgery. I had precocious puberty and was given lupron injections when I was younger. Insurance therefore pre approved a reduction of 300. Still, scared of that amount I backed out. Now insurance doesn't seem to do pre approvals or my PS doesn't like to get them cause she says often times they'll deny later and hit you with a bill for double the price. Anyone else experience this? Anyways, were going to go through with it and hope insurance will cover some as when we called they said if my PS codes for everything I have complained about, they will cover 80%.
My PS wants to remove 100-150 which I am a lot more comfortable about because I would like to be no smaller than a C cup. Anyways I'm getting nervous again about recovery and everything. Does anyone have any advice on what to buy ahead of time to prepare? Any good bra brands good for recovery, or good treatments for scars (I'm nervous about them as well)? I'll keep you updated as time gets closer. I think I'm just scared again because of all the "what ifs" but then I think about how uncomfortable I am with my breasts now and I know I won't regret it!

Sorry I never got to posting a review. I had surgery then christmas came and went and now I have some free time to tell you how everything went. So the day of surgery I was TERRIFIED. I went back and was kind of left alone for a long time and told to change. When my PS came in though, I felt a lot better as she put me at ease. I forgot to mention the day before surgery my OBGYN told me she thinks it would be a HUGE mistake for me to get a breast reduction as she sees breasts all day and thinks that mine are not bad and since im thin I should be okay with them.. NOT the kind of thing you want to hear right before surgery, especially me who was having those concerns already. But I went through with it and talking to my PS made me feel better. Then i waited got an IV, talked to the anesthesiologist, my mom came back, and then i was wheeled up to the surgery room. There it was SO COLD! I was shivering and scared, but my ps and anesthesiologist were really nice. I remember them putting me to sleep, and then 3 hours later I woke up to the worst pain ever as well as being extremely cold and shivering. This was the worst of it. I didn't open my eyes but I was in terrible pain and so cold but the anesthesiologist gave me about 3 doses of pain medication (which burned bad) and my ps told me I did great and I was asleep. When I woke up in the recovery room my vision was blurry and it took a while to be able to see straight but I knew where I was and I was not in much pain. They emptied my drains and eventually after probably 2-3 hours they took my to my room. There I was pretty much awake and dosed in and out at 30 minute intervals a few times but all in all i was laughing with my mom and smiling. I even went to the bathroom on my own. I was light headed though and walking around made me nauseous but the nausea was the worst part. I spent the night in the hospital alone because visiting hours were over which was a little scary for a 19 year old but it turned out fine. my nurses came in and out giving me pain medication and antibiotics, but I wasn't in much pain and then at the end of the surgery day i switched from the IV meds to the pills. I first chose to take the 5mg but i felt pain later so then I went back up to the 20mg. In the morning my PS came in to remove my drains. the cutting of the stitches around them hurt a little and pulling the drains out hurt a little but it was bearable. They cleared me to go and after some blood work and more antibiotics (and too long of a wait for my nurse) we got to go home. This is when I had my migraine. I was frustrated from the hospital and all the needles. It was hard to get home but I just slept and then took excederine and I was so much better.
Today I am a week and 2 days post op and have very minimal pain. I would say that the experience was easier than I thought over all. If wasn't on break I would feel okay having to go back to work or school as of now, but it is definitely nice to not have anything to worry about. This surgery was really hard for me to come to terms with. I didn't know if I needed it because I was big but not huge but very saggy. I felt uncomfortable and had bad back pain when I exercised. I'm very pleased with the result and I CANNOT WAIT to run and exercise and get into great shape without pain.. but I have a while before that. If anyone has questions or is in a similar situation to me I would love to answer and encourage you. I know i could have used encouragement as this was a very hard choice for me.

Things are still doing well. I'm still sore but nothing too bad. At my last appointment my PS told me to start putting cream on. I got some cocoa butter skin therapy oil that was for scaring and stretch marks. Does anyone have advice on what to use on the incisions? I want to make scarring as minimal as possible clearly. I also got some arnica gel but it seems that is primarily for pain...