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Nervous About Removal - Hampton Roads, VA
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Hi!!! I am a 38 yr old with 300cc silicone...
Nervous VBFebruary 14, 2014
WORTH IT$1,700
Hi!!! I am a 38 yr old with 300cc silicone implants that I disliked almost immediately. In high school I was a 34 DD/DDD 5'3" 130. After nursing each of my 4 children for 2yrs each I had very deflated breast and wanted a lift. Originally I approached my PS requesting just a lift but allowed myself to be talked into implants. I regret it!! I am scheduled for removal next week and am very nervous about disfigurement. However, I am elated that they are finally coming out. My current PS will not do a lift at the same time because he wants to see how they heal naturally. I am so very appreciative of this site and all of the comfort I get from reading about other women with the same feelings as myself.
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5 days pre
Some before
Nervous VBFebruary 18, 2014
I am six day out now and taken aback the range of emotions I am feeling. Since I was 13 my identity was in some way or another associated with my breast. This is going to be an interesting process as I work through the emotional side of this. Physically, I truly distain these implants and cant wait to get them out!! Emotionally, well that's an entirely different story. I have to remind myself to but my I over the E, my intellect over my emotion.
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February 18, 2014
You are so right it is an adjustment! I am so glad that today there are decent lightly padded bras and that smaller more natural breasts are in. Someone pointed out that before the Barbie look was in vogue and glasses/ big booties were not. Now that has all changed. I found a site called 007b that promotes educating girls and women on breasts. The pictures of the range of natural breasts really opened my eyes. You are in good company!
February 18, 2014
Thank you! I just took a look at that site.. WOW eye opening! As much as my breast have been part of my identity I have always disliked them (before and after my lift and implants). I am so ready to be natural me. I am not getting a lift with the explant and I really want to be ok with not getting one later.
February 18, 2014
You are going to be beautiful! Look at all the women who have gone through it here and natural looks so much better really. Best wishes!
February 18, 2014
Thank you so very much!! I am really excited! Nervous, yes, but beyond elated to be just me :-)
February 19, 2014
Hello:) I also live in Hampton Roads and would like to have my 34DDD implants removed, I am also 38 and was curious what PS you are going to? I had a consult today with one PS, and have another consult next week but $1700 is the lowest price I have seen and would love to call them. I am worried about not getting a lift but I was a 34C before and am hoping that they bounce back. I felt like consult I had today said I needed a lift just for the money and didn't have any recent before/after pictures. I want theses things out before Spring!!! Best of luck to you!
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Nervous VBFebruary 20, 2014
I am getting closer and closer to the big day :) today I am in prep mode. Planning dinners for the week, writing lists for the kiddos, shopping etc etc etc as I have to work the entire weekend. In my attempt to ignore my nerves I am trying to keep as busy as possible.
Have any of you experienced the shame of having put them in in the first place? I have been embarrassed almost the entire time. I am sooooo looking forward to my breasts being my breasts again. I will admit that I very much disliked them before not realizing that somethings don't need to be fixed... they were not broken :-p I am also very afraid of disliking them again the way I did before. Please don't think I am being whiny, I'm simply trying to get all of my feelings out. My husband, as supportive as he is, does not understand the need for me to vent these feelings. I'm afraid of the going under, the pain, the drains, the recovery, my self thoughts after, and, quite frankly, the reaction of those around me.
I keep reminding myself that I will be able to find bras that fit again!! YAY!!!!! But more than that, I am going to be whole!
Thank you all again for listening!!!
Have any of you experienced the shame of having put them in in the first place? I have been embarrassed almost the entire time. I am sooooo looking forward to my breasts being my breasts again. I will admit that I very much disliked them before not realizing that somethings don't need to be fixed... they were not broken :-p I am also very afraid of disliking them again the way I did before. Please don't think I am being whiny, I'm simply trying to get all of my feelings out. My husband, as supportive as he is, does not understand the need for me to vent these feelings. I'm afraid of the going under, the pain, the drains, the recovery, my self thoughts after, and, quite frankly, the reaction of those around me.
I keep reminding myself that I will be able to find bras that fit again!! YAY!!!!! But more than that, I am going to be whole!
Thank you all again for listening!!!
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February 20, 2014
Hello! It's such an emotional journey and I was a wreck pretty much the whole time once I made the decision to get my implants out. I wish I could offer some magic method to get rid of all of those feelings, but there just isn't. This board is so great to voice those emotions and get support! I know my husband was probably VERY tired of hearing about me, my breasts, my nerves, me, my breasts, my nerves, etc. etc. So vent on here! Trust me, you will be beautiful and feel sooo much better. I am amazed at how quickly you feel better also... Don't be embarassed either way... I think more and more people are getting BA's these days, but I always wondered if some people who knew thought me "vain". For me, getting my implants was a big confidence booster though and I don't regret it. I loved them for 10+ years. It was the right choice for me at that time in my life...but now it was the right time in my life to get them removed. Everyone is different! Plus with age comes more self assurance and we don't feel the need to have this perfect body because we are more comfortable in who we are. Anyway...you're not alone. We are all here to support each other!
February 20, 2014
Hello could you please tell me which doctor you are using for the explant? I replied on Feb 14th because I also live in Hampton Roads but didn't get a response.
February 21, 2014
Yes I got thank you:) Are you doing explant only? I had one consult this week and 2 next week so I will be scheduling something next week. I am nervous about not doing lift but can't afford it, ready to have mine OUT! :) Good luck to you, can't wait to hear about the outcome, I am sure you will be happy to be all you again:)
February 21, 2014
My PS is very conservative and will not do a lift at the same time. He wants to see how they heal on their own first. It makes sense to me but it does kinda stink. I may opt not to have a lift later. I am tired of messing with myself. I am having the capsulectomy though and drains... Of which I am not looking forward to but I think it would be worse to have a seroma. I wish I could go back and stood my ground originally to have just had a lift with no implants! I was looking at the this morning and they truly are going to be very droopy and saggy. But they won't hurt anymore. I will be sure to post pictures after. Good luck to you too!!
February 21, 2014
I will just be glad to be able to shop in a regular store for bras and bathing suits and no more blisters on my neck from wearing halter style bikini tops! Maybe I should start a post with before & after too but have to see how

February 21, 2014
Yes, I did feel some shame right afterwards of getting my implants because they were reminders to me that "I am not enough" and was I ever going to be? They were too big and couldn't hide that. I tried to learn to love them and I did once they settled. After 14 years of back pain they cause, I took them out!! I'm so happy now. I don't regret the implants because now I can really appreciate myself more now, they way my breast are naturally. Good luck with your surgery! I'm excited for you.
February 21, 2014
Thank you so much!! I believe that I will appreciate myself more also. Just three days and a wake up and I can wave bye bye to these foreign objects.
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