Breast Lift with Implant over the Muscle Mother of 3 Kids - Dubai, AE

Am 37. 5.7 and 165 pounds mother of 3 kids and the 3 have been beeastfed. To begin with I wasn't unhappy with my boobs but for some reason I started wanting a lift. Went to the dr and he said it was better to have a lift with implant as with only lift I could lose volume and to be honest I really like my size. Went for the op feeling unsure whether I needed it or not but did it anyway as it was the perfect opportunity as I had 2 weeks off work, have a maid that could help me, was winter and dr gave me amazing price compared to other drs and he gave me a lipo included on the price and we weren't traveling. Just felt it was the right opportunity dr use 255cc mentor moderate silicon implants over the muscle, he chose overs as I had enough breast tissue and also am very sporty which he said overs is better for, he did the nipple incisions which I hope the scar won't be so awful. They do look great though apart from the swelling and bruicing. Anyway I was so nervous! So they gave me a relaxer then went into surgery and when I woke up I felt very disoriented and very very cold so they put a heater on top of me and I felt better , after a couple of hours they took me to my room where I started feeling nauseous and was vomiting I felt really ill that day and very tight and in pain also I felt that my implants were high below my collar bone but was told this is normal. That night I slept quite well and didn't vomit anymore. Next day I felt a lot better and pain was better. Every day am doing a lot more day 4 was my revision and dr said everything was great it has been a very painful recovery I am not one of the lucky ones that bounces back after operation as if nothing happened. Day 5 I went to the hairdressers to wash my hair as I felt dirty but I am following dr advice. I think I had a shower after day 4 but only the bottoms and with a frannel my armpits and I wore the surgical bra day and night. At day 7 I decided to go and get a sports bra - got one but was so tight I had to go and exchange on day 8 - then wore the new sports bra and was great although I was a DD when I just wanted to be a D but am sure is the swelling and I hope I go back down a bit. However in the night I had to change it because it was hurting me underneath my boobs. I never thought finding a comfortable bra was so difficult. Before I knew my size and I could use nearly any style. I just hope I reach that state soon. I didn't know that the recovery was so lenghtly I don't think I researched enough and at Day 9 am regretting having done the procedure as before I was running. Wakeboarding etc.. and my boobs looked amazing even though I always needed a good bra. But I have read this are the Bobbie blues were you have a period where you regret the surgery and even feel guilty having put my husband and kids through this but I hope it passes. I still feel tightening of my boobs as if I had engorged breasts (mums will understand me ) but without the relief of expressing them. Feel a bit depressed but at the same time excited to see the future results. The only thing is that I have researched so much that now I have paranoia that something will go wrong and I will need it again or capsular contracture etc... I'm a few words day 9 has been a though one emotionally. Am going back to work next Monday and need to drive but that will be my day 12 i hope I feel better by then. It is a desk job so am hoping I don't feel to ill. I will keep you post it!

Today am 13 days after surgery and feeling a bit better. Went back to work yesterday but was very hard as I felt very swollen and uncomfortable but today I feel more relaxed. At lunch time I went to my car and slept for an hour with the seat back so that I could rest my back. Day 11 and they 12 were awful as I felt very depressed and started having regrets of having had the surgery. Today is much better and my breasts are softer. It is hard as I haven't told anyone about it at work. My job is a desk job so no need for lifting etc.. I started driving at 10 days and it was ok I was so slow and wasn't a long distance. Am a bit paranoid today as I have read too many reviews of complications. I knew there were complications but didn't know they were so común otherwise I would have thought twice about the procedure I thought it was easier.. so far so good I love my shape etc... but paranoid that something goes wrong. I think when considering surgery you should consider expenses for any complications as they seem to be very often .... revisions or emergencies are not covered by insurances and could end up in lots of debt. Therefore it is not only finding the money for the procedure is being able to afford the sequels of it . As I said today am in a panic will review it again at the weekend. My next appointment is on Tuesday next week and I still have steritrips and dr doesn't want me to do any massages yet and I wear a bra 24/7 which I find very uncomfortable and has been very difficult to find the right one. I never know if it's the right bra .......I still sleep on my back with a few pillows and still get tired very easily. Recovery is not easy. I had previously tummy tuck and cesarean and I would rather that recovery million times over. Breast lift with implants has been the worse. But I like so far the results quite excited to wear bikinis

Last night I was in a bit of pain then had ibuprofen and fall asleep. Today felt better at work but I still feel as if the bra was bothering me. Still feel waves of depresión but I recognize it's hormonal with the operation my hormones are all over the place. However I read that if you are positive the recovery is better. I think I have been very worried about the possible complications