30 Yr Old, 2 Kids, Wanting BA for a Decade!! - Tyler, TX

I have been wanting a BA for so long now. Mom of 2 pretty girls, both c section babies. Nursed my youngest for about 20 months so all volume is gone :-/.
I dream about it and have read so many posts and looked over ever size and shape there is! I have my consultation set 2 weeks from today with Dr. Laura ohalloran, heard really great things about her and staff. As it gets closer I am getting super anxious but still excited and hoping for the best. I am one who likes to know ahead of time exactly what I'm getting into, and everything that will take place during consult, pre op and surgery. I don't have many people to talk to about it to calm me that have gone through same thing. So here I am every day looking at everyone's encouraging stories. I definitely know mentally and emotionally I am mature enough to be ready for this and appreciate it!! Praying and hoping that I'm a good candidate and that I can get this done within a few weeks. I am not one who can stand needles and blood work.. I've been told it is mandatory from some people and not mandatory from others. I keep reading about things that could keep you from getting BA even things that seem small like a UT I or something. I have actually had an issue with getting UTI's and kidney infections easily since I was a baby pretty much. Just so nervous and anxious that I'm expecting the worst as I normally do. Probably because it feels like this can't be real and I'm never going to be one of the lucky ones to get a BA!!! I've always had small breast between A-B cup normally other than while nursing I was about a 34d. Once I stopped nursing and lost weight the girls shrunk back down and lost their pretty perkiness. :-( anyone that can give me some advice on what to expect and hopefully calm my nerves would be so appreciated! Turning 31 in a couple months and praying I have some pretty full breasts before my next bday!!

I'm extremely upset now... only a couple of weeks away from consultation and the loan we were supposed to be good to go on.. may not happen now after all. Just as I was getting so excited for this and hoping to feel more confident in myself... my dreams are being shattered. Maybe it was just not meant to be?!?!

So I was worried about the financial side.. that is done and all ready to go. I went in today to meet with Dr Laura for my consult. So nervous and excited! She was so great and made me feel comfortable as if I had known her for years. Her staff was also so wonderful and sweet. She ended up choosing the same sizes etc that I had in mind for myself. I did my homework and knew every detail that would achieve my wish look. My pre op is 3 weeks from today, and my surgery will be April 20. Cannot wait!!!