Major regrets - absolutely hate my belly button

I wish I'd gone out of state. I chose Dr Mabourakh because he was highly rated, didn't use drains and he's located extremely close to my house but I paid more than anyone I know and absolutely hate my belly button. I also ended up needing some revisions on my hips (it should've been addressed during surgery) and was charged another $3,000. Overall I'm happy with how flat my stomach is and loved that I didn't need drains but at a year+ post surgery I'm mortified to show my belly button. I've tried silicone, medical tattooing, microneedling and scar treatments and it's just awful. I've never seen one like it, the scar is so obvious. Also every time I met with Dr Mabourakh I was so nervous because he made me feel like my questions were unimportant and everything was rushed. I made the wrong choice, can't afford any other treatments and should've done way more research. Absolutely don't recommend this place and I feel like an idiot for spending so much and still needing to hide my stomach.