35 mom of 2 I can't believe I'm doing this!

Hey there dolls. So generally I feel great. I was uncomfortable all day, come to find out my husband put me in my binder inside out. All day I was like, oh I must have done too much yesterday and its making me feel everything today. We were at my moms house which is about an hour drive away. My family had me literally feeling like I was busting my guts laughing I had to go sit in the car. When I came home is when I found out my binder was not right as I started preparing for bed. Got that all together, my pain pump I believe is empty since its so small. I took one pain pill all day and Im off to bed. I am going to try my bed with a tv pillow. Wish me luck.

Nighty night

Hey guys, yes it's about 2 a.m. and I am up just to adjust my body, my back hurts a little. I took loose the lower portion of my binder yesterday, very carefully and what I thought was very slowly. It felt so weird to have it loose. I took a quick peek at my incisions near the drains, I am glued back together and drains stitched to my skin. He said I could take all the gauze off and leave them off if there was no drainage at the incision. Only small amount of old drainage at the drain sites but I left the rest of the gauze on and changed drain site gauze. He also said I could shower. I have to say I am to afraid to. I am sure I may want to give it a try soon but these sponge baths are ok for the moment. Stretching out my pain meds, I also wanted to show you my pain pump. It shrinks as time goes on, automatically dripping the internal pain med. My belly is itching more and more, I was up and down the stairs about three times yesterday. I may go to my sisters house for a while, she is having an Easter Egg hunt for the kids and she literally lives about a 1/2 a mile away. We shall see I want definitely go to Easter Dinner tomorrow at my moms house. Church is 3 flights of stairs or a very claustrophobic elevator. I will attend Bedside Baptist.
My belly is rumbling, I took some miralax yesterday. Is anybody else walking with their butt checks clutched?!? I have no clue why I am doing that. Lol. Gonna chill and fall back to sleep soon. Look at my pain pump.

Good morning loves,
I am doing well, in a little more pain because my back and hips hurt. I have been up about 3 or 4 times to walk around going further each time. Not sure if I will venture dow stairs but we will see. Had a little bit of bleeding around my left drain, nothing major. When I walk my amount increases in the drain l>r. Been taking deep breaths to keep my lungs clear. I am sleepy but not exhausted. I can clearly see my girl while sitting (my girl is my va j j) yayy. Taking my pain meds every 5 hours or so it scheduled for every 4-6. I will have some miralax with oj today. I plan to sponge bathe once my youngest leaves for school around 7 and try to get in the bed hoping that will ease the pain on my back. My doc is going to call today, he had to rush back to the hospital after my procedure. I need to write down the questions i have for him.