35 mom of 2 I can't believe I'm doing this!

After my last daughter, I got a trainer and lost all the weight plus all my curves. I didn't like the way I looked and started packing on some weight and working out casually. My belly has unfortunately decided to grow and grow. I of course picked up inches every where, but the gubutt (gut as big as the butt) is too much. I had been researching options for a while. I was hoping to get cool sculpting but the cost and outcome was not what I was looking for. Lipo was just about the same. My sister in law had the TT and showed me her results, and now I am scheduled for 4/12. I must say anxiety is getting the best of me. I was not able to sleep since I paid, had to get a sleep aide. I am super excited and praying for my provider and his team that all goes well. I will post my results.

So I am two days away and I feel blah. I am not sleeping well despite the efforts of zzzquil. I don't feel anxious or nervous or tired, don't really know how to describe it. I just want the 12th to come so I can get the bugutt gone.

Heeeyyyyy Everybody, can you tell I'm just a little bit excited??!!!! I am going to finish up some stuff for home prepping meals, cleaning, etc. This girl is excited, I think I am just as excited to sleep as I am to get on the flat side! I will post what I can tomorrow. Have a great night lovelu peeps!