Ready for This! - Tulsa, OK

I am almost a year post op and I just wanted to add something. The biggest question is always, should I go bigger?/Am I going too big? THE SIZE!! I just want to add from my experience. I think it all depends on your shape, size, and the size and shape of your boobs before the surgery. I have a natural tear drop shape, because of that, I do wish now after a year, I would have went a little bigger. They are nice and big, but I do not have the cleavage I expected. and still don't feel like theyre big at all. I dont know if I just have gotten used to them, but I wish I would have gone bigger. Maybe 450-500 cc.

I went yesterday for my 3 week postop :) The "massage" is crazy! Not really like a massage...its like your going to smash your boob off!! But it does feel good afterwards, its not as tight... Ive been having soreness right in between my boobs..like in my ribs. When I lift them up it feels much better! I still have 3 more weeks in a sports bra..and I hate it!! And its starting to get hot outside...the bras suck when youre sweating! Cant wait for swimsuits!!
So after my appointment, I went to Victorias Secret and got fitted...I was super suprised to find out I am a 32 DD. The D fit..but was not comfortable..so I tried on the DD and loved it! I just couldnt believe that was my size! A lot of people don't even know I had anything done.. they dont look big at all. But I am so happy! :) Will post some pics tonight, so you can see 3 weeks out :)

I finally slept on my stomach!!! Yay!!! It felt weird.. I was so cautious..like I didn't want them to rupture lol! I guess I'll be getting more used to them, just still so new. I am in love though! They have settled a little and they look awesome :) No one even knows I got them. So I'm really happy with the size I chose, not so huge a lot of people don'tknow, but I definitely know! They look huge everytime I look in the mirror, im shocked! I can't wait to wear a regular bra! My incisions are kinda irritating, they hurt a little, they feel bruised. There aren't any visible bruises, that just what it feels like. It feels really weird when I bend over, like I have to hold them or something... its just so weird going from having nothing to definitely having something :) It has been very different. They're kinda hard to get used to. When I look in the mirror I can't believe its me! And I do understand what Ive read other people say about being almost depressed.. I am super happy with them and I would do it all over for sure, but it's just like any other surgery, if you don't watch it, you can get yourself down. I probably won't update untill my next postop, which is May 5th. Thanks again for all your kind words, means a lot to me :)