36 Years Old, Nursed 4 Children All over a Year

Well, story goes my ex-husband cheated on me with a lady who had big boobs. So, upon divorce I got saline 360cc put in in 2006. After nursing our baby and getting to 113 lbs. I literally had jr. sized breast tissue that was stretched out and withered. 12 years later, I’m scared of what the reflection will be when I look at my breasts without the implants having 3 more pregnancies and nursed 3 children all to a little less than 2. My kids are always having colds/fevers/runny noses. Not sure if the silicone outer shell breaking down had anything to do with it, or the effect these bags may have had on them in utero. My eldest daughter now nearly 16 never got anywhere near as sick as these kids, and still doesn’t. It could be other factors as well... mold in my air ducts or environmental, what we consume? N E How, in search of ultimate health. My left side has numbness tingling when I sit up straight (thoracic outlet syndrome I’ve been told), my hair is falling out(slowly but still happening), and I lose my train of thought, I can’t do a single push up anymore. Oh and my face has aged significantly. Here’s to an opportunity of detox and for me to hopefully put this ill past behind me. I am vain but I’m really really looking forward to the possibility of no more neck pain, my under arm lymph node going away, oh and I have a growth in my uterus (Dr. Says it’s like a mole indicating my uterus is old... ok... I’m 36 so I guess that’s fair) etc. I am scheduled for explant on April 20, 2018. My current husband is faithful but I have broke down on occasion asking him if he will still think I’m sexually appealing. I know that sounds awful but I’m not sure I will feel sexy. Plus probably some remnant damage from the first clown. Dr. Maxwell repairs the muscle under the skin and all of the scar capsule surrounding the implant is removed. So far I feel very confident in her abilities to help accomplish the most esthetic results possible without a lift. She says she does approximately 6 implant removals per week. Options later if I’m unable to feel like myself are a fat graft to the breasts. Quoted about $4000 for that. I’m not a rich woman but I opened this can of worms! Please be kind with your responses this is a fragile story for me and if you are reading, I’m sharing to let you know you are not alone. Sorta want you to hold my hand threw this and you hold mine. Nothing but love to you!

Surgery is paid in full. Getting a dose of antibiotics through my IV during surgery (never had that before), a medicine patch for nausea after the general anesthesia, a non-opioid pain reliever, a through body wash with a surgical antibiotic soap they provide needs to be used when I wash up and prep myself prior to surgery. Got my comfy button top Pj set coming in the mail. And I was given the 411 on how to use my drains. Geesh! It’s happening! Ready or not here it comes! I love riding my bike! I look forward to the possibility that my hand numbness is greatly contributed to these. Oh they are heavy! 360cc of saline weights at least a lb each. Felt them in the PS office.

Purchased the recommended Arnica Montana 30x HPUS and Bromelain with Quercetin. Both are to help heal and reduce inflammation. I’m impressed! These are natural. Not to many Dr’s keeping up with the natural trends. I would have loved a pain killer that was marijuana based but I guess we aren’t there yet. I’m getting Tramadol because I don’t do well with my other options.