8 months after the sugery I am wondering what happened?...and will he fix it...when dreams turn into nightmares

Make sure you get everything in writing. I was told that all that would be left of my back tatoo was the tip top of the flames. I was told that the top tip of the butterfly wing on my tummy would remain. I have no waist no hips no butt. I look like a boy. This was suppose to be the first of 2 surgeries to fix the lop sided abdominal skin and breast mass from a tummy tuck and breast reduction done 13 years ago... I still have the lump of fat in my back...that was the reason I agreed to let him go all the way around. Liposuction of my legs were never talked about and were not on any of the paper work. I specifically said I did not want liposuction of my hips or butt or legs. All I wanted was the redundant loose skin from a crazy pregnancy 17 years ago that was left behind after the tummy tuck over a decade removed...and I look worse than when before he operated on me. People dont ever let anyone talk you into a procedure...and never ever pay a standardized bill...I was told his computer billing system did not allow for changes...so the modifications to his circumferential body lift would be in his notes and not to worry...nothing fits me..I am wearing boys clothes and onesies and moo moos...I absolutely hate hate hate hate hate hate my body now...and no diet or exercise plan is gonna fix this... the staff at evolve is wounderful and nice and kind...but i did not get the surgery I was promised and paid for. When I asked why he changed his plan from what we talked about in the office....he said to my husband...I felt I could make a bigger difference this way...and he did...I went from looking like a woman with loose skin to a boy with boobs and no penis... and due to the covid stuff and my husbands work...I may never have the opportunity to feel and look like a woman again....it is heart breaking...I was so hopefully and trusted him...he said he would fix it if I came back and paid him...I dont know...I just dont know. Seriously you guys...I woke up from surgery and the tatoo on my back was still there and lower on my body...my legs were liposuction and to this day from my knee to my groin on the back of my legs and outter parts of my legs is so tight it is uncomfortable and the inside of my legs are still loose...the pictures dont show it.. but the weight of a lower body pulled to the out side before the surgery and now everything rolls on. I thought I did everything right...I brought in pictures I specifically said I did not want to loose my hourglass figure...I said I would not do the surgery if that was a risk...look at me...do I look like I have an hourglass figure...nope...dont have a figure at all... and also...its kinda funny...he no longer advertise the procedure as a circumferential body lift...he now calls it a lower body lift...At least men and woman will know what they are getting...I was supposed to have a modified circumferential body lift...I did not know I was getting a lower body lift...my legs were just fine the way they were...my hips were just fine...it was the low back and posterior waist and the inner part of the flanks that were to get liposuction ...im so frustrated because what I was told would happen did not...and after years of working out and fighting to get my body back after pregnancy.. .I am stuck with this...flat ass no hip no waste body...all that hard work wated...I should have just stayed fat...

Everything has settled. The aesthetic result are heart breaking. I will be getting a revision surgery...when I can...if I can. I had an hourglass figure. With a heart shaped butt. I told his I did not want to loose my shape. I DID not want my leggs or butt touched. I payed his standerdized bill and the modifications were recorded in his notes. All I wanted done was to remove laxed skin focused on my core the front and the back. I was told I would be getting a modified version of his circumferential body lift. My legs were never to be touched...nor was butt... he said he would take the fat from my low back and the extra skin from my hips all the around. I had a heart shape butt whene the fat is mostly in the thighs and lower part of the butt and now I have an V butt...where all the weight is at the top of my butt and in my low back. I have no waist. And 8 still have all the fat in my low back that I asked him to take. I went from hour glass to a circle...I also have 2 crotches...see pictures..nothing...fits right. I have no shape...all my weight is in the middle of my body...Its sad... I looked so much better in my before pictures...I wish more than anything he would have done what he told me he was gonna do...see the photos in my previous posts for screen shots of his office notes...If I had the cash I would be getting fixed today... hopefully someday... I thought I was going to be thinner front to back not side to side....my back and my stomach are where all my weight is...Hourglass to a Circle... when you have surgery to improve yourself and you look worse than you did before the surgery and the surgery that is done is not the one you were told was going to happen...it can take hard to deal with emotionally... when I look in the mirror I get very sad...ive always had an hourglass figure no matter what my weight since I was 13 years old...I look in the mirror and I dont even look like me...I know after surgery your suppose to feel that way....but not like this...its not a joyful feeling... I did not ask to look this way...i specifically asked not to touch my butt or my legs...and that is the only things he focused on...I guess maybe he has a thing for old lady butt because that is what I have now....i want my shape back...

I have another appointment with my surgeon in late July. To talk about corrections. I have a unique set of circumstances BUT that has nothing to do with what was done to me. I understand good surgeons can make mistakes because surgeons are not God they are just people. YET...It is how people deal with the mistakes they made that defines their character....I truly hope I was a good judge of character when I picked a surgeon with an outstanding reputation in my area...I just want this fixed....I'll keep updating my real self....until I either give up...or I get fixed