Almost died from an infection after this surgery

Hi everyone. Sorry I haven’t been active on here. After what I happened I wanted to pretend it didn’t happen, and have had a hard time talking about it. My arms are still so gross and messed up, healed but the scars are awful. I need reconstructive surgery but I’m really scared to get any more surgeries to be honest. The wound at the top of my buttocks is kind of like a 2nd butt crack now (looks disgusting when I’m naked, won’t let me husband see). At any rate, I’m sure he’s done and has done great work on everyone else, my surgery was something from hell.

Still going to wound care every other day, my left arm is still open and requires more debriding due to complications from the infection. I am 2 months post op and still dealing with open wounds.

Hey everyone. It has been 15 days since I have been out of hospital. Everyday is still filled with great pain in my arms and left buttock (where the infected fat was pushed out). My arms are taking so long to close up - keep in mind its been a month and a half since I had surgery with Dr. Pantoja and I am still trying to keep my arms together. The doctors here said I am lucky that I didn't lose my arms. Can you believe that??? Dr. Pantoja could have made me lose my arms......... my arms...... I am so disgusted. I want to start sharing some emails back and forth with Nadia....so you can see how they took zero responsiblitiy for what happened to me, and just blew me off....like I didn't almost die. Like I'm not still dealing with this. Like my mental health is a complete disaster right now. When you work so hard to save money up for something, months and months it took me - and all the excitement you have before surgery to be a "new you". And then you come and start dying, filled with infection, spend almost a month in hospital, lose your job, lose your mental health, starting from scratch. And the man wont even offer a refund. That's why I am pushing this so hard.....this isn't fair. This isn't right. I know I need to move on, but I am not even no where healed. I have to attend wound care sessions every other day where they change the dressings on my arms and its so painful. I cant drive because I can barely use my arms. He has taken so much happiness and normalness away from my life.