Mommy Make over in 2 Weeks - Mexico

**Please read** This is my 5 day post op from Tummy Tuck, Lipo, and
BBL. I came to this recovery home by the reference of Dr. Pantoja. First
off I want to give a Huge thanks for the recovery home. Marvin, Susana,
and The Lovely Fabiola have been very accommodating and helpful to me.
Fabiola is a very caring and compassionate. I would not want anyone else
to care for me. She has a positive attitude and always there for me
when I need her. I want to take her with me home when I leave here. This
place is a second home for sure. I received my first Lymphatic Massage
yesterday from Marapaz. Honestly I am not sure why She gets such good
ratings. I had my worst massage from her ever. She used her thumbs and
did hard circular motions over my sulters, and Lipo areas. She did not
help me at all, in fact she hurt me more. The sweet young patient that
is recovering here with me has been very tough and positive during her
recovery and Maripaz even had her in tears. I was in so much pain that I
vomited and past out. I know we are to expect pain during a massage
after such surgery, however her focus was not on assisting with our
draining and inflammation. Fabiola requested today a young lady masseuse
named Lucy to come give us a rub. She was amazing. rubbed out my knots
without her thumbs and had me feeling so relaxed I fell asleep with no
pressure or pain. I highly recommend Lucy as your masseuse.

First let me start by saying when I ride to the clinic I was sent up to my room where I received a relaxing massage because I was scared and nervous the Doctor P came in and spoke with me and reassured me that he was going to take really good care of me and he did all the stuff have been wonderful always checking up on me always making sure and get what I need the doctor has came to visit my room more than 5 times to check on me. When it was time for surgery I was taken to the operating room given a numbing medicine in my ivy and was told to bend over so I can get my epidural I did not remember anything once I was giving my medication for you know it I was being woken up to be sent back to my room with a procedure done I am very happy with my stomach and my new belly button I have not had a chance to see my Brazilian butt lift hopefully I will have a picture of it tomorrow. As of right now I have a shooting pain in my right buttock it is so irritating it won't go away I'm told that it's normal though because we have nerves and throughout all of our body and that is really the only pain I'm enduring.

I have Been freaking out these last days. I am having anxiety and can't sleep. Will this slow my recovery? Who else felt this way? Can anybody please advise me some things that can help? I am starting to feel as if I'm making myself sick. So please if I can get some pointers on not getting so nervous and freaked out. I keep telling myself this is what I want and I will survive!