25 Year Old, 34B(sometimes A) Going 340 CC's. Thailand, TH

I got my BA done in Thailand yesterday on New Years Eve! I had scheduled it 3 months ago to be at Lelux Clinic in Thailand. My manager swears it's the best place in Thailand because she got her nose there and supposedly everyone who goes there gets fantastic results.
Prior to my procedure many women told me that it was painless and did not hurt much. This made me have zero doubt and fear going forward. I arrived in Thailand on the 29th and my consultation ALONG with surgery was the 31st. They also require you pay before the surgery. I would say first impressions are pretty good. Lelux is a beautiful building and the representatives are very sweet. They told us normally your consult is with a nurse and then the doctor just works on u the same day. This made me feel uncomfortable because shouldn't I be speaking with the Dr. Himself? Someone said he's THAT GOOD that he knows what he's doing so patients just explain to the nurses and write it down-- he'll do it. Hard to assess much without meeting him. We kindly demanded that we could talk to the Doctor as well and he agreed to see us.
Going in I started to feel a lack of confidence because when choosing CC's the doctor didn't help me get an idea of what to get nor look for. He simply said he personally likes big boobs so asking him about a natural size may be bias. I'm a consultation aren't you suppose to help suggest a compromising size considering more factors than just personal preference? He recommended 400cc but my mom and aunt were there and expressed quite the disapproval for that size. The next size down was 340cc which I feared was too small by looking at it. I was conflicted between too big and too small and on a limb picked out 340cc.
I waited hours until the operation and was told not to eat since the night before. I was starving!! When it was finally my turn to get operated on-- they had me get on a table and tied my legs down and my arms were positioned in a T as though I was being crucified lol the nurses tight my arms down that way. I started feeling nervous and vulnerable being topless and tied down-- with no nurses to comfort me or reassure me of how smooth this will go. 4 nurses were in the room watching tv!!!-- while I laid there! Too Fast Too Furious was on and I listened to them talk about their weekend and saw them use their phone and etc. I was like "what the? No nurse courtesy !??"
The doctor came when he was ready (very busy doctor! Does 10-20 BA a day). He also did not small talk with me or say much.
I woke up in so much pain!!!! I wasn't sure how normal that was but I was saying "help" or "its hurts so bad!!!" & the nurses ignored me. Straight up ignored my cries. When my mom and aunt asked them "can u help her?? She's looks like she's In a lot of pain" they simply said "it's fine. She just got out of surgery that's to be expected." I understand pain being inevitable but it's the bedside manner that I didn't like. All night I suffered in bed and buy the very next day I felt a lot better. I have yet to see the results with these super tight bandages on but hope they are not too small. They give you the boxes that the silicone came in and I read "340 cc high profile". That scared the crap out of me!! I specifically said I wanted them to really drop and look natural. Too small and high profile seem like a bad combination . The pain needs to at least be worth it lol!
My mom got a reduction in her breasts right after me. She too woke up in excruciating pain. She threw up in the bed and we called a nurse to replace the sheets. The nurse came and said NOTHING. My mom sincerely apologized for throwing up and said I'm so sorry I tried to make it out of bed. The nurse still said nothing, put a towel over the throw up and left. That's it !!! That was their fix!!! We called her back and asked "can't we get new sheets??" She said "we ran out of sheets."

Will this change? I feel horrible about the pain I endured for such a minor change. Hopefully it looks full towards the center cuz it looks like it's bigger near my armpit rather than the central breast area. :( also the doctor told me that one breast was naturally lower than the other. I thought he would fix it but it looks significantly lower on one side now.

I have an old picture of me bra-less from this year. My new breasts kind of look like how they normally look when I would wear a push up bra on the past(without the bra though).

Still wished they were bigger but I guess that's typical.