28 Years Old, 32HH, No Kids

My story is pretty much the same as everyone's on this website. I developed early, had trouble finding bras that fit me properly until I came across a specialized bra store nearby and was properly fitted (what a life saver!!). I mean, no one understands these problems unless they have them as well, the dreaded quad-boob, underarm-boob, and the permanent shoulder scars. As exciting as it was to find bras that fit, learning that the "proper" way a bra should support weight is on the ribcage rather than on the shoulders only led to my shoulder scars translating to my torso-- new problem!!

I had my breaking point this past summer when I looked online for bathing suits and only found 3 options that would fit me, and I was 0 for 3 for anything cute/attractive. Thus, I went into the previously mentioned specialty store for a new bathing suit and was told they did not have my size, that I should look online. I explained that online I could only find 3 options, and the response I received was a pitying look. That was the last straw; I was sick of only wearing the same 4 outfits constantly as they were the perfect combination of flattering but not " too much", and now I realized if I have children or gain weight and my chest grows any more I might as well wrap a hammock around myself and call it a day! No thank you!! I called a PS right in the parking lot of the store and scheduled a consultation.
I ended up having 2 different consultations and have decided to go with the 2nd PS I met. He spent time with me explaining the procedure and discussing the size I want to be. We had decided 32D would be the ideal size for my body type. I am 5'8" 170lbs. I explained to him that I do not want to be TOO small as I completely lack a butt and did not want to be totally without curves. He agreed that anything smaller may be " too much of a change emotionally". I have been keeping up with everyone's stories on this website, my biggest fear being my emotional reaction to this change. Everyone has been so strong, and so supportive of each other that I decided to share my own journey.
My pre-op is scheduled this Thursday and my surgery is January 4th (just in time for my birthday.. happy birthday to me!!)- I am so excited but also so nervous!! Some days I think " maybe they aren't SO big, maybe if I just lose weight I wouldn't need to do this 'elective' surgery" but deep inside I know- i've lost weight before with minimal change in my chest size, at work my back and neck KILL, the scars on my ribcage are worsening, and I can never unhear " pendulous breasts".
So now I wait, each day I check this site to hear how everyone else is doing in their personal journeys. I am trying to be patient for my turn.
Was it difficult returning to work after 2 weeks for anyone with a job that is moderately-strenuous? Was anyone told a certain time frame to stop alcohol or caffiene consumption before surgery day?
I look forward to sharing my journey with everyone!

Less than 1 week to go before D-day!! All kinds of emotions racing through my mind throughout the days. Did anyone show their "wish boob" photos to the surgeon day of surgery? Also, did anyone have their BR right before starting their time of the month? I am concerned as the girls definitely swell right before, concerned with how this will affect the surgery... guess we will find out!!

I did it! I can't believe it is over. My pain level out of 10 has ranged from 3-4, the pain med they give are very helpful. My husband has me up and walking a little a few times today, definitely makes me a little sore but I know it's good for me to get up a little. I was given ice packs, can't really feel them though, not sure if it is from the dressings or if I am numb- stay tuned! My surgeon said everything went well, assured me they are " pretty" but also stated he did not take me down to a 32D, may be a little larger but honestly I feel back, shoulder and neck relief already it's amazing! I've read everyone else comment on their pain going away right after surgery but didn't think I'd be as luck but so far I am! I have drains, but they are not bothering me. I have to stay overnight tonight but can't wait to get home- it's just down the street... so close yet so far!! More later!