Botox (Dysport) Ruined My Life- Please Read This if You Are Considering Undergoing Anti-Wrinkle Injections

Writing this is very hard and emotionally challenging. I've been going through an ordeal which has ruined my life and it is all because of 30 measly units of Dysport injected into the area between my eyebrows.
Before I begin I'd like to mention that I have had Botox/Dysport injections on 2 occasions prior to this most recent one. First one being about 4 years ago and then another about 2 years ago, with roughly the same amount of units. I did not have any side effects after either of these injections and I had them done with two different clinics in the exact same area on my face.
So stupidly I decided to get more Botox because I started to notice the frown line between my eyebrows again, I guess I was starting to feel ugly and insecure about myself. I'm 30 years old.
I went to a new clinic mainly to enquire about another procedure involving fillers but knowing I'd probably just get the Botox while i was there. The nurse did NOT verbally tell me what the side effects could be, she only asked if I have had the injections before, I said yes and she proceeded to inject the area with 30 units of Dysport.
I left and pretty much forgot about it, didn't think much of it because I'd never had any issues before this, however that night I began to experience a really bad forehead headache, which I brushed off as 'normal' because that was the injection site.
The next day the headache got worse, and I noticed that there was a burning in both of my eyes, like and extremely tired feeling, or a sensation of them being full of hot liquid. I contacted the clinic and explained what was going on, and they told me (ofcourse) that there was no way Dysport could cause any of this.
As the week went on I started to deteriorate, and by the Friday (6 days later) I was in excruciating head pain, it felt like the right side of my head was going to explode as well as my right eye. My right shoulder was in burning pain and my right arm was weak. I couldn't eat, everything I tried to eat I'd vomit. The worst effect was I started to experience derealisation, I felt as though I was not present, I was not myself, it was absolutely and utterly TERRIFYING. I ended up in hospital on the Sunday and they told me it was just a migraine, put me on the drip to replenish my fluids due to me not eating for a week, told me to take panadol and sent me home. My nightmare was just beginning.
I began to read other people's stories online and read so many about people who didn't recover for many months/years.
I started to feel somewhat better until my next period came. This is when I went through the worst experience of my life. I was in a severe derealised state, uncontrollable crying and worst of all, I had 4 panic attacks, half an hour apart and then one after waking up that night.
I was vomiting, shaking uncontrollably, slurred speech, severe, severe depression, twitching/ jolting of my limbs (mainly my fingers, arms, legs and toes) severe head pain, severe fatigue and my shaking could have been mistaken for Parkinson's Disease.
After the panic attacks my partner took me to a GP who didn't even ask me what the issue was, she saw me crying and vomiting and told me I need a psychiatrist. I got angry and walked out.
I consulted my usual GP about the situation and he told me I had anxiety and should see a psychologist, said 'Botox doesn't do that' (he himself was a Botox administer) I saw a neurologist who told me 'Botox doesn't do that' (he himself was ALSO an administer of Botox) and he also told me that the people who shared their bad Botox stories online were "crazy, don't listen to them"
I decided to consult a new GP who admitted to not knowing much about Botox side effects but told me that I should go back to the hospital 'just incase'
So I went back to the hospital only to have the doctor tell me 'Botox doesn't do that' and that I'm experiencing all these things due to dehydration.
I was then lucky enough to see a GP who doesn't generally see new patients but had a fantastic reputation. Although he too didn't know much about Botox side effects he did some blood tests and was taking me seriously.
Turned out my antibody levels (ANA- anti-nuclear antigen) levels were very high, he advised me to see an immunologist which I thought would be my saving grace.
After explaining to this so called 'immunologist' that all of my symptoms began THE DAY I received the injections, giving a tearful account of the hell I had been through, he 'diagnosed' me with chronic fatigue. I thought... is this idiot even listening to what I'm saying? How does chronic fatigue warrant even half the symptoms I'm experiencing? I asked him about whether the injections could be to blame and he half laughed half scoffed, telling me he doesn't think so but admitted not knowing much about Botox and it's effects on the body... an IMMUNOLOGIST doesn't know the effects of Botox in the body. Ofcourse not.
A few days ago I woke up feeling absolutely horrible again, after feeling somewhat functionable for a few weeks. This time, my depression has taken over me, mind, body and spirit. I have considered taking my own life on several occasion (I would not have thought about that before any of this began)
I am suffering from muscle weakness, severe fatigue, inability to concentrate or socialise, inability to be in loud or bright places, lack of appetite, severe anxiety and derealisation which is the most debilitating symptom of all, and the depression has just taken over me completely. I don't know where to go for help, and I have convinced myself that this is going to be my life forever, and then I think 'what's the point of being here then?'
It will be 3 months tomorrow since I had those life changing injections. Nothing in my life has been the same since then. I've become a quarter of the person I was before the injections. I've lost hope completely and I see no way out.
In saying all this I believe the doctors who don't take these cases seriously should be put in jail, the doctors who deny this could happen EVEN THOUGH the warning labels on both Dysport AND Botox warn that these things CAN occur, should have their licenses revoked. They are concerned about their money while so, so many of us lose our lives because of this toxic chemical. We choose to have these injections thinking nothing can happen because the people who are SUPPOSED to be informing us of potential side effects don't even bother, even though that 20 seconds worth of information COULD save someone's life!
Words can't express my regret at having the injections... I wallow over it all day every day, I'm not sure if the depth of my depression is due to the actual toxin or if it's all a combination of the extremely challenging experience. I've had many, many more symptoms apart from what I've mentioned I just can't think straight enough to remember them all.
I truly pray that anyone who is even considering Botox or any of these toxic injections will reconsider, believe me... I would give anything to go back and not go through with it. I'd still have a fulfilling and happy life but I've ended up in the darkest and most hopeless place one can imagine. Please, DONT do it. Look into other options, non-injectable options. It is NOT worth even the 1% risk that you will go through what myself, and thousands of others have had to go through.
For those who are going through the same thing, I'm so sorry... I want to come back one day soon and tell you that it will all go away, I want to give you some hope, just as I've been searching for, and I promise I will come back with good news if I receive it. Otherwise I'm not sure where my life is leading...
DONT DO IT! Just don't do it

For those so-called doctors who say it's not possible for injectables to spread from the injection site and cause damage, Dysport itself has a warning on its website that it can happen!!

I decided to see a naturopath due to the fact that conventional ‘doctors’ were doing absolutely NOTHING to help. She explained to me that although it’s not possible to know 100% she thinks it’s possible that the Botox (Dysport) triggered the Epstein-Barr Virus to flare up and cause some symptoms or exacerbate others that were actually caused by the Botox. I had a feeling there may be a link due to the fact that I had recently had a bad case of glandular fever.
Nonetheless it doesn’t take away from the fact that I have had ‘botulism’ symptoms (eg. weak limbs, difficulty breathing, blurry vision etc)
I’d be curious to know how many of us who are suffering after Botox injections actually do have the Epstein-Barr Virus (or have had glandular fever in the past; an easier way to determine whether you have the virus)
The plan now is to work on the virus via natural supplements etc, and I’ll see if this helps with the overall symptoms.
I hope anybody who is suffering with this horrendous illness finds healing soon