38 Years,5'6,155lbs, - 550cc with lift behind muscle

I have never been completely dissatisfied with the size of my breast. I was a 34-36 a/b depending if I was holding 10 lbs or not. Have always been very athletic, cheerleader, soccer, gymnastics...having big boobs just wasn't something I thought about. Well I had my 1st child at 20 and attempted nursing to only fail 2 weeks later completely exhausted and frustrated to say the least. Well that milk stacked up for 3 days and let me tell you. I saw something in that mirror that only amused me! My little bitties went back to their normal. Well 18 years later, 2 more boys and a girl that I nursed for 2 years!....and new lifestyle of body building...my once youthful breast were now deflated water balloons. Pancakes if you will! I hated shopping for bras! Well after begging my husband for this surgery...I swore I needed it...he was ok with my body...I wasn't! My argument was this is for me..I look at myself everyday! I hate my boobs! He caved and we scheduled surgery. Well today I am 5 months post op and I have a love hate relationship with my new girls. They have most assuredly been resurrected and my doc did an outstanding job with what he had to work with. I just tend to over judge myself...sometimes I think they look weird and crooked and not big enough for money spent and then other days I love them and like how I look in clothes and am very happy with result. My husband loves them...there growing on me. My advice is really research and understand what you are getting into. And by all means, don't judge your new look on day after surgery results...time heals! Even with my little doubts I would do again!