Subcision & Radiesse - traded face shape for slight improvement in scars

I decided to go with subcision plus Radiesse (1:1 diluted, 1ml total for both cheeks) done by one of the top scar specialists and hoped to improve my skin with it a bit. Instead I traded one problem for another and ruined my once cute jawline/faceshape. It now looks big, masculine and undefined. Overall....I wish I had never done this. It impacts my attractiveness so much worse than the scarring ever did, makes me look aged and masculine. I think it was an overkill in my case and am left not knowing if this is caused by the subcision or the Radiesse and not knowing if I'll ever see baseline face again (temporary problem only). I regret it daily and don't know my face at all anymore. Please try less invasive treatments first. I lost my quality of life by going ahead with this treatment!