Excited and Have Alot of Questions.... -Stockton, CA

I honestly don't know where to begin. I had an appointment with another surgeon this morning that would have taken me a very long driving time to get to, and when I was halfway there his office called and canceled. Kenny says not to take it personally but how else can I look at it? First they wouldn't schedule me and then when they finally do they cancel! Call me paranoid but I honestly feel in my heart it's because no one wants to take over what Dr. Williams did. They don't want to assume responsibility for his [RS bleep] up. Sorry but I'm hurt and angry. What now Lord??? What now????

just found out that my PS was fired from his job where he did surgery on me. a part of me wants to jump up and down and be so happy but then there's another part of me that worries if he's not there he's someplace else doing the same thing to somebody else. I don't rejoice in anyone's calamity but getting fired is the least they could have done to him. there wasn't an attorney around that would take the case no matter how clear cut it seemed. He knows in his heart what he did to me is wrong and he has to answer to God. So I'm about to have another surgery and get this totally revised and God is going to be with me and everything will be fine I have to think this way because if I don't I'll lose my damn mind

Why is it when you are trying to explain your situation to an on call doctor they look at you like you are a dope fiend and are just using them to attempt to get narcotics??? My leg has been hurting like someone stabbed me with a knife and twisted it... the veins are bulging and throbbing. However when I made a call to my doctors office in the hopes of who ever was on call could access my file and help me, I managed to reach my PCP's partner. When I explained to him all that I have been through and what I am facing, which I hate doing, he said " Oh wow you have been through alot... sounds like you are critical.... and you need to go to the emergency room right now.. go right now... because you sound like you are in a very critical situation. WTH????? I asked him could he please get in touch with my PCP and please ask her to tell him what to do... he fuccen laughed and said, Okay Ms. Heisser... you go straight to e.r. okay... bye bye...

I cannot wait to see him tomorrow when I go into the office.!! If I was trying to get over I wouldn't have called. I would have gone to the e.r. Also, I sure as hell wouldn't tell you to call my PCP and discuss my case.... Yea Yea I know... there are people out there that do what they can for drugs.. but damn I have been in pain forever... and yet I get penalized for being honest and forthcoming..!!! [RS bleep] it!