130 Lb F 26 Yr Old W 3 Kids and Lost 80 Lbs

Depression has kicked in hardcore for me. The implants look worse and it’s incredibly disheartening. I have gained 20 lbs and I can’t leave the house. I don’t hAve it Nearly as bad as some of the people on this site though. But I still can’t seem to stay positive about it. I want to go back to the doctor and I ask him to take it out. But then I would go back to the way I was before and who’s who knows if my butt would be saggy since they were placed under the skin and not in The muscle. I had a consultation with Dr. Stanton and I’m thinking about going with him for revision. The only problem is is I just spent a ridiculous amount of money to get them in. Spending 13,500+ travel and stay isn’t exactly in my budget at the moment. Since I’m still paying off the Bad implants I already got. I have $2000 left to pay off of these. And then I was going to start saving up money for the next one. But I have to live like a year for this? I can’t even go outside. Afterword jacket over my butt because it looks weird. I thought about seeing if my doctor would take them out for free if I paid for different procedure like a thigh lift. But then I kept thinking what if he messes that up to? That wouldn’t be worth it and I wasted more money and more time. So I have an appointment with a plastic surgery counselor today at 11. I’m seriously hoping that this will help me get through some of these issues.

I had a very small cute round butt before!! I would honestly go back to it in a heart beat rather then have what I’ve got now !

Just posting some pictures of what it looks like Right now ! Have an appointment with my dr today. To tell him how unhappy I am and I’m hoping he will offer to take them out. But if he doesn’t which I’m not expecting he will then I’ll be stuck with this disgusting look until I have enough money to get it redone ! Again...looks great standing up until you touch mybutt... you can feel every edge of the implant. I can honestly even grasp it as well. When I sit...it’s worse the top of the implant pops out of my skin and looks really bad ???? it’s not sexy and even my boyfriend says he can’t have sex with me from behind cause it looks and feels weird. So...ya. Worst PS experience and money spent of my life !! I coulda gotten a boob job and been a million times happier I’m sure. But all I’ve ever wanted was a butt to fit my frame !!! I’ll post a before butt pic too