19 Years Old 5'4'' 124lbs- 32H No Kids

Okay ladies, we all know the story. Large boobs from a young age, mental and physical limitations and negative effects, now making the wonderful, empowering, choice to cut those [RS bleep] off and live with a little (okay maybe a lot) less weight on those shoulders. I figured it high time I started documenting my story since the stories from many of you on here helped me take this huge step towards a better me. I'm going to try documenting as much of my process as I can in hopes that I can help someone else out there. (Plus, I'm expecting it to be pretty damn cathartic.) I have somewhere around 32G/H breasts. The bras I am wearing now are a 32G which I got for my 16th birthday- wow was that shopping trip an eye opener. I had been squeezing my poor boobs into anything from a 32DDD to a 36DDD nothing fit quite right because in my brain, boobs did not grow past DDD. BOY was I wrong!! Anyways, after getting properly sized at Nordstrom I got 3 wonderful bras that cost about $200 in total and stopped fitting within 3 months. I stopped growing after that extra spurt of growth and spitefully haven't gone back. Now, instead of buying another set of massively expensive bras I am going to get a semi-massively expensive surgery!! But oh the joy I will get from it in the short and the long run (get it, I'll actually be able to run). Well, here's to you, ladies, for being my support system, my information center, and [RS bleep] sisters. I'm so ready for this [RS bleep].

As you may have deduced from my username I am an artist. I just got a setup that allows me to draw digitally so,naturally, I photoshopped the pictures of my boobs and HOLY COW. I'm not the best at this, but seeing myself with smaller breasts almost made me cry. My wonderfully supportive boyfriend has been trying to tell me that I am in no way fat. And despite my BMI being 21 all I can see are this ginormous boobs. I feel so much bigger than I actually am and this really let me see that. Eeeek!!

Today I went to Nordstroms to get properly fitted before I get my reduction. I am officially a 32H. (woah!) My idea is that I can go back to the first place I got my first properly fitting bra as a teenager and be able to see how much smaller I am comparatively. Limiting all the variables and such. I also went to the smaller side of the bras to see what size might actually be okay. Honestly it's been so long since I have seen B-DD cups that I forgot what they looked like. In fact I skipped over the C cup entirely took me four months to go from B to D. Let me tell you what-32C bras are SO SMALL. I sat there looking at it for a long while amazed that breasts good be so petite. I would definitely recommend going to look at bras just to get and idea of how much breast tissue goes into each size. After having such massive [RS bleep] for your whole life smaller boob sizes are so abstract- concrete objects to show you the size are a billion percent helpful.

I had to hold up the bras to really imagine me with boobs this size and had a giggle at the fact that one cup is not even half of my boob! It felt like walking through a dream being able to walk past racks of skimpy, illogical, and possible non-supportive bras and know that in a few months time I will be able to wear them. Anyways, I just had to ramble about this because god DAYUM I am happy I'm going through with this.