1 year post op... How time flies!!!

First want to say, wish I wouldn't have felt like I needed to delete all my pics but the"wrong" person seen them and didn't want to deal with the drama!

One year!! So hard to believe! I am still very sore and do not have much feeling back yet. I really disliked my BB so wen't in last week to get the procedure done to try to fix it.. I ended up being allergic to the stitches so that's why it got so red and swollen. I'm still not pleased with the results but hope with healing time it will improve because I AM DONE! No more surgeries for this lady! God IS and will always be Good!!

Wow, where does the time go? I am 5 1/2 months PO and doing wonderful! I read back through some of my old posts this morning and realized I went through a lot of emotions! Oofta! I'm pretty much back to my normal every day activities. I do still get sore. For example, my 2 large dogs were playing and ran into my legs, and about took me out. That night and following day my stomach felt like I pulled every muscle possible! Oh the Belly Button.. Where do I start?! I dislike it in a horrible way! I did make an appt. to see my Dr to discuss a revision. I chickened out on the day of my appt. I have been through 5 major surgeries (3 c-sections, 1 hysterectomy and TT).. Just the thought of going under a knife AGAIN, the pain and the hassle I decided to learn to love it! Not only that, he would not make it clear if I had to pay additional money to fix it! May take me time, but Love I will! My husband thinks it's goofy looking but does not bother him in the least. He says I need to learn to just love myself! So that's what I'm going to work on! I did follow Dr's orders and my tummy did not see sunshine once... Maybe next year if I am brave to show it! I've gained 10 lbs since my TT, and I'm okay with that! I know how to lose it when the time comes.. Summer is always hard, we eat out a lot with the kiddos.. And camping we always seem to take a lot of junk food/easy food with... Over all, LIFE IS GOOD! :)