Ready for my mommy makeover!!!!

I am a 32 year old female-132 lbs, 5'5". I have been dreaming of a tummy tuck since after my first child and I realized my tummy was a hot mess and not going to improve! I have diastes recti and well it's just a hot mess ????! Sagging skin, a belly button I haven't seen in years and don't forget the super sexy flap! I also have had umbilical repair after my first child!! To actually feel confident naked around my husband or to not have to wear spandex under everything to disguise my flap-would be a dream!!
I finally just decided to make it happen. After two consultations I finally found a surgeon and have scheduled my surgery for July 28th!! I will have tummy tuck, breast augmentation and lipo! So excited!!! But also now coming to feelings of guilt (for the amt of money, time others will have to sacrifice helping me). Also, feeling super nervous that I will be disappointed! That after all this I still won't be able to wear a bikini! Also, she said since I've had hernia repair there is a chance my belly button could die?? Anyone else had this happen??? Also, she was suggesting only a b cup but I'm thinking I would be disappointed not going bigger???

I just had my post op appointment! It is becoming so real now ????! I chose my implants-275 cc high profile mentor smooth implant. I am hoping this gives me a full c cup. I'm hoping I didn't go to big! I'm a deflated b cup now. I got my prescriptions, my care instructions, pictures taken and picked out my boobies ????! Now to gather up everything I need. Anyone have any recommendations for things to get for recovery???