Am I Just Dreaming?! - Scottsdale, AZ

So I'm sorry I didn't keep up but here are my results a year later and even though I'm no fan of the scars...I have NO regrets! I'm so happy I did this sooner rather then later :)

Soo I've been slacking on writing lately but I haven't had anything to talk about. The whole insurance thing was more complicated then I thought but I knew I picked Blue Cross Blue Shield for a reason because I got APPROVED!!! I think the front desk assistant was more excited then me! Lol things are getting super real for me now...out of all things I'm nervous about it's the anesthesia. I've been watching this show "botched" on E! So I'm into extra detail. I am scared to wake up during surgery...am I being over dramatic? Probably! Lol but my pre-op is next Thursday on July 17 so until then!

So I used to just read others stories on here and a lot of you guys have encouraged me to go forward with pursuing breast reduction with your stories. Much like many of you, I can't remember not having huge breast. They seemed to come all at once around 11/12. I am now a 36DDD, I'm about 140lbs and 5'2. I didn't know it was even possible to get this until last year and after all my research I'm soooo ready to get this process started. I get so frustrated with my breast and choosing clothes that sometimes it brings me to tears. I am constantly fixing my bra, I can't even dare think about strapless and I have huge grooves on my shoulders already. I'm 20 years old and I don't want to go thru my adult life like this. I shouldn't be dreaming of how it'd be to enjoy a run with these big heavy breast on my chest or turn down an outfit because I know it won't look right with my breast. I contacted my insurance company (bcbs) and they told me they do cover it, I told my primary care doctor I want to do this and he's on board. I've made an appointment for a consultation in a couple weeks and I'm hoping he wows me! I'm not sure how the process will go to get approved from my insurance because I have no recorded history of back pain but I'm hoping that won't matter. Hopefully my time is here!!