375cc uhp allergan natrelle silicone

hey everyone , so I am obsessed with this website and reading peoples story and seeing their results. It has been super helpful for me. I never write reviews (read them a lot) but never wrote one. So this is my first time. I am going to being writing some and also sharing my experiences because this website just feels so open and no judgement. Everyone here understands how it feels like. So I've always always had small boobs which sucked.!!!! The only time they were actually big and loved them was when I was pregnant. afterwards my boobs seemed even smaller.!! I always wanted bigger boobs but never did want to get surgery for it. I was just hoping one day they would grow, but they never did. I started thinking about getting BA last year (like for reals for reals). I use to joke with my friend to help me save up money to get them done. she said she would start a piggy bank for me lol. So last year is when i started looking it up the cost, best surgeon in Arizona, different type of implants, and where they should go in from. I was scared to get the silicone because if it ruptured I would not know and I didn't want any health problems. The saline seemed way safer to me but I read a lot of small framed girls like me there is a higher chance of rippling and I really do not want that. So while I was looking for a PS I came across Scottsdale Plastic Surgeons. The consultation was free, so I clicked and made an appointment. I took my sister with me because I was scared to go alone. The Dr that i met with was Dr. Tsujimura. He was wonderful.!!!! He explained everything, different type of implants, where to make the incision, where to put the implant. The implants they get have a lifetime guarantee, that's how confident the manufacture are. He was just super nice and made me feel very comfortable not rushed at all made sure all my questions and concerns were answered. I liked him a lot. After talking with him i made the decision to go with silicone implants. I had this consultation on the 7th of December. After talking with him I talked with Michelle the cosmetic care coordinator. She showed me before and after pictures of surgery's that he has done. She also told me the price for everything. My total cost would be 5,900. Soooooo not loving the price its a lot of money but I really want this. I'm so tired of having small boobs not being able to fill out my bras or t-shirt or dresses because I'm so flat chested. I don't even have a bikini. SO I do not have this kind of money but they had financing with ALPHAEON credit , I applied and got approved for $3,000. I was super happy and excited.! so just needed $2,900 more to go. But I will have this money by the end of the month. I already called and made my appointment and put down my deposit. My pre op is on March 1st and my actually surgery day is March 17th. I AM SO EXCITED BUT VERY NERVOUS. I have butterflies in my stomach every time I think about it. My scares are that my chest will look too big for me. I still have not chosen a size and not sure what size to get either. I don't want to look like ima fall forward because of how big they are, but i don't want to be small either because then why am i spending this much money. And I am really scared about being botched!!! thats the thing that really scares me but I trust my Dr I was very happy with him. So once i Have my appointment I will update again.

I'm 5'1
110 pounds
A cup
pretty skinny ( trying to gain weight)

So I just changed my surgery date from the 17th to the 10th I am very excited I want it to be here already. My Bf doesn't work Fridays so he is taking me and picking me up, the thing that sucks tho is he works Saturdays . He just requested the day off for the 11th but they denied him. So bummed about that. But I asked my sis if she could help and she said yes. I'm grateful but really wish my Bf would be the one taking care of me. Well atleast Sunday he will.

So I had my appointment on Wednesday it was pretty fast . My Dr knew what I wanted . I'm 11 cm and petite so can't go that big. We decided on 340 cc and he is going to try 375cc on right since it's smaller and to see if they look even. I will be getting ultra high profile allergan natrelle. I'm just 5 days away from my surgery and can't believe I will finally have boobs. It's just crazy too me. I'm excited tho and can't wait