To Confidence - Santa Ana, CA

Hello beautiful people, I'm going to start this introduction traditionally, with a little background info about myself. I recently turned 24 & decided my income would be best spent improving myself since I've always lacked confidence. I'm 5 foot 2 & a half inches & currently weigh 145 pounds. I range from 130 in the summer to 150 come winter time. I'm an unfortunate apple shape. I appreciate my full bust but could do without my protruding stomach & fat arms which make me appear very masculine so that I'm always concealing them in long sleeve blouses & tops. I also never knew I had such problematic fat-hoarding flanks & general back until I saw a bikini photo from last summer of myself from behind. Horrific. Even at 125 pounds with a flat stomach my back was fat. Realizing that diet & exercise could only do so much, that was when I decided I needed a bbl.

I had the surgery at 6:00am today & was rolled out in a wheelchair approx 3 hours later. When I came to, I remember asking to have multiple doses (4-5) of pain meds in my drip because I was in so much pain, especially in my bottom. When I feebly stood up from the bed to get into the wheelchair, blood dripped profusely down my legs. A nurse was trying to explain to me how to change my drainage bags but I kept nodding off & asked to lay back in bed. When my boyfriend arrived to pick me up, I was pretty upset at having to sit on my arse in the wheelchair almost immediately after surgery but was too incoherent to express that.

Right now, the most pain I feel is located in my mons pubis, where 2 drains were placed. I can hardly stand having to lie down on them. The amount of blood I'm leaking is insane. My boyfriend has to change my maxi pads & drain bottles every 1-2 hours. There are dark towels on the bed, beside the bed, & in front of the full sized mirror where we change my dressings. My ass is rock hard & it's too soon to determine what my results will be like.