42 Y/o Mother of Two

I had my tummy tuck with Dr.Batra in dec of 2016 and was very happy with the outcome. So when I decided to finally address my encapsulated breast implant I decided to go to him to have it fixed. I could have just had my left breast fixed but my husband said I should have my reduction and a lift done as well since I was going under. It all happened so quickly, I went in for my consult and the next week I was in surgery. It all just happened so quickly that I don't even think I told Dr.Batra what I wanted. I knew I wanted a lift and a reduction. I was a DD to begin with and this was to be my 4th breast surgery. I had implants first put in when I was 19, at 25 i decided to go smaller but because I had grown extra tissue I had a small reduction and lift then. Then about 7 years ago I had to have my implants exchanged due to leaking and ruptures inmy implants. Shortly after that surgery I developed CC in my left implant, it wasn't so bad until the last year where it became so much more noticeable. I didn't want to have my TT and breast done at the same time because I was fearing the recovery. So three months after my TT I went in for my consultation. I'm almost three months into my recovery and I'm so unhappy with my outcome. I am so depressed and sad about my breast that I call my husband crying at times because it makes me so depressed when I look in the mirror. From the very beginning my right breast was flat and didn't look like my left breast. My cleavage is not straight and it looks off, my left breast looks fuller and round where my right looks flat and it seems to be lower. There's no gap between my cleavage, they are so close together. I've been advised by Dr. Batra to wait for 6 months to see how they settle but I don't think that my breast will change much more. My sides look so bad and I am going in on 6/20 for some lipo on the sides and see if the dog ears go away. I'm just so unhappy with my outcome that I can't help but cry when I look at myself in he mirror. I hate to complain because he is such a nice doctor but I have spent almost $25k with him and I feel that I should be happy with my results.