38 Yr Old with 3 Kids Wanted Full Ended Up with a Mini TT and Now PS is being Investigated for Malpractice!!!!!

Omg! I feel sooo dumb! I cant believe what i read regarding Dr J! Its just really messed up that I too had an infection after having a breast Augmentation & he made me feel like i was a rare case, come to find out IM NOT! I just recently had my 1 year exam with him & he is too lipo my tummy cause it looks the dam same after everything! Im like scared to let him do it. Now as for my breast i have to say are not that bad ( i know they cant be perfect) one is a bit higher than the other & i figured its because of the removal (which by they way was a horrific experience & would not want anyone to go through that especially if they needed both out ) i think that that breast pocket became larger & thats the cause for it being slightly lower. He told me to just massage it & it will go down. Im like will it? Its been a while already will it still move? I dont know i just feel like he could just be lying!!! I must say im losing trust in him... what do I do!! I know what does women have gone through though the feeling of depression, disappointment, embarrassment i went through it too when he told me he had to remove my breast i really that it was just my luck that I WOULD have this happen to me.. NOW that feeling is returning . To find out the PS that you went to is under investigation for something that happened to you while in his care is so depressing....ugh!

Well my stomach is flat but only on top! I'm hoping its just swelling & it will go away. Ive been wearing my compression garment 24/7

Well at first I went to my first consultation for a mommy makeover but then @ 2 consultation ( 6 mths later & losing 10 lbs) my PS said I could have a mini instead because I didn't have much fat above belly button & he said also if I went with full my scar would be really high cause my skin was tight. I explained I wanted a flat stomach & he said yes it will be flat. He left the decision up to me but he said I don't think you want your scar that high & I didn't so mini it was!!! NOW I'm not sure I chose the right TT. I'm 4 wks & 5 days and my stomach is just as ugly as it was. Only difference is the fat is now on top instead of on the bottom.. Not sure if its just swelling or there's something wrong or my PS JACKED me up or what...as it is my breast augmentation went all wrong as well I got an infection & had to get it removed!!! So my tummy is not FLAT & I have to be with one big boob & one Lil one for 3 months!!! I'm so down in the dumps about all this.